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In the midst of all this, what was bothering me was... I was worried about Nagakura. I was worried about Hijikata. Go back to work. I'm worried about Hijikata and Nagakura, but... Helping around the barracks is probably the thing I can do at the moment to support them. Chizuru Yukimura: "...I'll get back to my chores." "Cleaning up the barracks will probably help calm everyone's nerves..." Hajime Saito: "Yes, please." ~Next Scene~  Chizuru Yukimura: "Well then..." First, let's get some water from the well. Just then, I could hear someone approaching from the other side of the hallway. Chuji Matsubara: "Ah, Yukimura." Chizuru Yukimura: "Inoue, Yamazaki, Matsubara..." Genzaburou Inoue: "I heard some arguing earlier... did something happen?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Well, actually..." I explained to them what had happened earlier in the common room. Susumu Yamazaki: "I see. So that's what happened." Chuji Matsubara: "I think I can understand Nagakura's feelings." "Lately, Chief Kondo has those two almost always by his side." "It's not surprising that his comrades from Edo have doubts." Genzaburou Inoue: "Well... some things have certainly changed since he was in Edo." "Being the chief of the Shinsengumi doesn't just mean cracking down on ronin." Susumu Yamazaki: "Indeed... It's true that Tani and Takeda are useful to have around during negotiations with outside contacts." Chuji Matsubara: "I understand what you two are saying, but still..." Matsubara, who has a very honest personality, seems unable to let go of his suspicions. Chizuru Yukimura: "Now that I think about it, you and Yamazaki joined the corps around the same time, right Matsubara?" Chuji Matsubara: "Yes. Though they weren't called Shinsengumi back then." Genzaburou Inoue: "That's right. It's been a little over a year since then..." Susumu Yamazaki: "Maybe it's because of all the things that happened that it feels like a lot more time has passed." Genzaburou Inoue: "...Well, Toshi and Nagakura are probably on edge because things have been tough lately." "Once the new recruits learn their jobs, things will be a little easier." Chizuru Yukimura: "...I agree." Right now, they're so busy, they don’t have time to unwind. Once things calm down, there shouldn't be any more quarrels like earlier. Chuji Matsubara: "Well, we're off now." "If you need any help, please don't hesitate to ask." Chizuru Yukimura: "Yes, thank you." ...Well then. I have a lot of things on my mind, but… I have to do my job. ~Next Scene~  And so... A few days had passed since Hijikata and Nagakura's argument. Shinpachi Nagakura: "All right, we're finally done with today's work!" "Sano, Heisuke, let's go out for a drink!" Sanosuke Harada: "Again? We just went yesterday." Shinpachi Nagakura: "I know, but because we went yesterday doesn’t mean we can't go today." Heisuke Toudou: "Well, that's true, but..." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Come on, it’ll be my treat. So now you've got no complaints, right?" Sanosuke Harada: "Really? You better not forget your wallet like you did last time." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Don’t worry! Here, look, I got my wallet right here." Chizuru Yukimura: "Are you going out to drink?" Shinpachi Nagakura: "Yeah! This is what I live for." Chizuru Yukimura: "...Just don't drink too much." Shinpachi Nagakura: "It's fine! There's nothing to worry about!" “We're grown-ups, so we know when to stop." Sanosuke Harada: "...You, of all people, got no right to say that." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Alright, let's go!" "The other day, I saw a store that caught my eye while I was on patrol!" Just then, the door opened and someone entered the room. Toshizo Hijikata: "...What’s this? You’re planning to go out?" Shinpachi Nagakura: "We don’t have patrol today, so we can go wherever we want." Toshizo Hijikata: "I'm not telling you not to go." "But you have to obey the curfew." "You’re senior officers, you need to set an example for the new recruits." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Pfft, I don't give a damn about curfew." Toshizo Hijikata: "Hey, Shinpachi...!" Shinpachi Nagakura: "Sano, Heisuke, let's go." After that, Nagakura quickly left the hall with the others. Toshizo Hijikata: "...Geez, is he still holding a grudge about what happened the other day?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Is it okay to let them go like that?" Toshizo Hijikata: "...Well, as long as they're doing your job properly, I can't really say anything about their days off." Chizuru Yukimura: "But what happens if they break curfew?" Toshizo Hijikata: "If they break curfew, they'll be suspended." "But if they do it repeatedly, then according to the Code of Conduct, we'll have to consider committing seppuku." "Just because we're old friends doesn't mean we can give them special treatment." Chizuru Yukimura: "...!" And just like that, Hijikata leaves the room. W-what should I do...! I don't think Hijikata is seriously planning on making Nagakura and the others commit seppuku. But with how things are now... ~Next Scene~  That night– After cleaning up after dinner, it was time to get ready for bed, but... There was still no sign of Nagakura and the others returning. If this continued, would they really be forced to commit seppuku? ...I'll go and check on them. Maybe they'll be back soon. Being careful not to make any noise, I quietly opened my door. It was completely silent outside, and there was no sign of Nagakura and the others returning. ...I wonder if they’re alright. I’m pretty sure it's already past curfew. At that moment– I heard footsteps from the other side of the hallway. Chizuru Yukimura: "...!" I frantically tried to hide myself... Kai Shimada: "...Is there someone there?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Shimada?!" Kai Shimada: "Shh, please don't make any noise." Chizuru Yukimura: "Ah...Yes!" Kai Shimada: "What are you doing out here in the middle of the night, Yukimura? Are you thirsty?" Chizuru Yukimura: "No, it's not that..." "I was just worried about Nagakura and the others." Kai Shimada: "I see, it’s about Nagakura..." After muttering, Shimada seemed to think for a moment. Then, after making sure there was no one around... Kai Shimada: "...Yukimura, there's one thing I'd like to ask of you. Is that okay?" Chizuru Yukimura: "What would you like to ask of me?" Kai Shimada: "Actually, when Nagakura comes back tonight..." "I've been asked to remove the bolt from the gate..." Chizuru Yukimura: "That means..." He wants me to help Nagakura break curfew? Kai Shimada: "...It would be terrible if they were to be suspended for breaking curfew." "And what's worse, that could lead to them having to commit seppuku..." Chizuru Yukimura: "..." It must have been a tough decision for Shimada. When I remember Nagakura's behavior, if he was ordered to commit seppuku... He would probably say, "Fine!" in the heat of the moment and commit seppuku on the spot. Kai Shimada: "But then I was given an urgent matter to attend to." "So if it's okay with you, Yukimura... I was wondering if you could remove the bolt on the gate for me." Chizuru Yukimura: "...!" Should I... remove the bolt in Shimada's place? Chizuru Yukimura: "But, if Hijikata finds out..." Kai Shimada: “...Well, that’s…” "...No, I shouldn't get you involved after all." "Forget what I just said. See you later." Chizuru Yukimura: "Ah...!" Shimada just walks away. As for me... I'll just wait in the courtyard. I'll go check on the front gate. I guess I'll give up.

In the midst of all this, what was bothering me was... I was worried about Nagakura. I was worried about Hijikata. Go back to work. Hijikata told us to get back to work, but... I wonder if things will really be okay like this. Keisuke Sanan: “...Oh dear. Both Hijikata and Nagakura are in quite the predicament." Chizuru Yukimura: "Do you think Hijikata is alright?" Keisuke Sanan: "As for whether he's fine or not, I think he's fine." "If you're worried about him, why don't you bring him some tea?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Tea...?" Keisuke Sanan: "I'm sure Hijikata has a lot on his mind with the situation surrounding Kondo, Tani, and Takeda these days." Chizuru Yukimura: "...Yeah." Keisuke Sanan: "But he's not in a position to openly admit it." "Knowing him, he's probably feeling ashamed of his own immaturity right now. "It would be better if he had someone to listen to him." Chizuru Yukimura: "...If that's the case, wouldn't it be better for you to talk to  him, Sanan?" Keisuke Sanan: "In these situations, it's easier to reveal your true feelings to someone who doesn't know the details." Chizuru Yukimura: "......" Keisuke Sanan: "You seem reluctant, don't you?" Chizuru Yukimura: "No, it's not that...!" "But, after all that arguing," "I thought Hijikata would like to be alone for a while..." Keisuke Sanan: "...Well, if you don't want to, I won't force you." "After all, they've been friends for a long time." "I don't think their relationship will deteriorate over something like this." "Well, I'll be off now." Chizuru Yukimura: "Ah... yes!" After that, I went back to my assigned chores... But even while I was busy, I couldn't get Hijikata out of my head. ~Next Scene~ And then, that night. When I finished cleaning up after dinner, and was about to return to my room. Chizuru Yukimura: "...!" I notice light leaking through the shoji door of Hijikata's room. Is he working late again today? Chizuru Yukimura: "..." Maybe it would be better to leave him alone, but still... Unable to stay still, I headed back to the kitchen. And then... Chizuru Yukimura: "Ummm... Hijikata. Are you going to go to bed soon?" Toshizo Hijikata: "What? You're still awake?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Yes. I've brought some tea, so if it's not too much trouble, why don't you take a break..." Toshizo Hijikata: "..." Behind the shoji door, I could hear him let out a frustrated sigh. ...Maybe he just wants to be alone. Chizuru Yukimura: "...I'm sorry. If you don't need it..." As I took the tea and tried to leave the room... Toshizo Hijikata: "No, it's fine. Come in." "I'm not thirsty, but since you went to the trouble of making me some tea, I guess I'll just have to drink it." Chizuru Yukimura: "...Thank you." Relieved by his reply that came from the other side of the shoji door, I pulled the door open. Chizuru Yukimura: "Excuse me." I placed a teacup in front of Hijikata. I could see the inkstone and paper on the desk, but... There were many pieces of paper with mistakes left on the tatami mat. Perhaps the events of the day were still bothering him and he couldn't concentrate on his work...? I secretly peeked at Hijikata, who had his arms crossed and didn't say a word... Toshizo Hijikata: "...Did Sanan order you to do this?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Eh? How did you…?" Toshizo Hijikata: "I thought so." "I knew this wasn't your idea." Chizuru Yukimura: "...I thought it might be presumptuous of me to say this, but…" "Sanan seemed worried about you, Hijikata." Toshizo Hijikata: "...He hasn't changed at all." "They say he's become a different person since his injury." "But no matter what, at his core, he's still the same person." Chizuru Yukimura: "...Yes, I think so too." Toshizo Hijikata: "...I thought I'd grown up a lot compared to before." "I guess from his point of view, I'm still too dangerous to look at." Chizuru Yukimura: "..." I was confused and didn't know how to respond. Hijikata took a deep breath. And then... ~Picture~ Toshizo Hijikata: "We scared you this afternoon, right?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Um, well... a little." Toshizo Hijikata: "Well, at least you’re honest." Then he turned his gaze back to me... Toshizo Hijikata: "Don't tell anyone else what I'm about to tell you." I instinctively straightened my back after hearing that preface. Chizuru Yukimura: "...Yes, of course." Toshizo Hijikata: "I guess it's not something I need to ask so formally..." "Hah… whatever." "Maybe it's because we've known each other for so long and we know each other well..." "When I'm with those guys, I can't help but let my guard down." "They should understand, so why do they say such rude things?" "...What are they thinking?" "Just like Kondo has his own position," "they have their own position too." Chizuru Yukimura: "Hijikata..." Toshizo Hijikata: "But I can't let Kondo be embarrassed in front of the shogunate and the bigwigs of the Aizu clan." "...That means I have no choice but to rely on guys like Tani and Takeda." "I'm not as familiar with the ways of the samurai as they are." Chizuru Yukimura: "..." Toshizo Hijikata: "If I have to do things like this to make the Shinsengumi grow..." "To be honest, I'm getting sick of it too." "Well, it won't last forever." "But for now... I just need everybody to be patient for a little while..." Hijikata's suffering is heavier than I could have ever imagined... I'm at a loss for words. It must be hard for him to scold Nagakura and the others he's known for a long time. I don't know if my words will be able to cheer him up... Chizuru Yukimura: "...You've been having a lot of hectic days lately, and I'm sure you're all feeling a bit stressed out." Toshizo Hijikata: "Yeah, I get that." "The same goes for Tani and Takeda." "No matter what they're up to, as long as Sanan and I are keeping an eye on them, we won't let them do anything crazy." "Sometimes I wish they'd understand that." "I wish they'd trust Kondo and us a little more." Chizuru Yukimura: "...I'm sure Nagakura is worried about Kondo." Toshizo Hijikata: "Well, even if we fight, he's not the type to hold grudges." "I'm sure he'll forget about it completely once he's sweated it out in practice." "I just... can't help but worry too much." Chizuru Yukimura: "If Nagakura is willing to let it go–" "Why don't you take advantage of that kindness, Hijikata?" Toshizo Hijikata: "You think?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Yes. I'm sure Nagakura will forgive you." Toshizo Hijikata: "...I hope so." ~Picture End~ After finishing his story, Hijikata picked up his teacup. Chizuru Yukimura: "Ah... the tea has gone cold. Shall I make you a new one?" Toshizo Hijikata: "No, it's easier to drink when it's lukewarm." After saying that, Hijikata took a sip of tea. Toshizo Hijikata: "... Sorry for making you listen to my complaints." Chizuru Yukimura: "No, not at all..." Toshizo Hijikata: "But thanks to you, I feel a lot better." "It reminded me of when I was a kid and my sister listened to me talk about all sorts of things." Chizuru Yukimura: "You mean... your big sister?" Toshizo Hijikata: "Yeah. Once, I had a fight with the neighbors, and I was feeling depressed." "My sister would listen to my complaints while cleaning up after dinner." "She never told me what to do." "She never said anything comforting to me." "Just having someone listen to me made me feel a lot better." Indeed, when you're really worried... Even without advice or comforting words, just having someone listen to you can sometimes lift a heavy burden from your heart. Hijikata's sister may be the kind of person who can show subtle consideration in that way. Chizuru Yukimura: "Your sister must have been a wonderful person." Toshizo Hijikata: "Well, I suppose so." "She was family, so I hadn't really thought about it." "She was always on my side." Hijikata lowered his eyes as if he were remembering something. He took another sip of his tea. Toshizo Hijikata: "...You can go back now." Chizuru Yukimura: "Okay, I understand. Excuse me." Toshizo Hijikata: "Yeah, see ya." There were a lot of misunderstandings, but... Nagakura should be well aware that Hijikata cares about the Shinsengumi and their senior officers. I hope that the bad blood will fade away and they'll go back to their old relationship. ~Next Scene~  And so... A few days had passed since Hijikata and Nagakura's argument. Shinpachi Nagakura: "All right, we're finally done with today's work!" "Sano, Heisuke, let's go out for a drink!" Sanosuke Harada: "Again? We just went yesterday." Shinpachi Nagakura: "I know, but because we went yesterday doesn’t mean we can't go today." Heisuke Toudou: "Well, that's true, but..." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Come on, it’ll be my treat. So now you've got no complaints, right?" Sanosuke Harada: "Really? You better not forget your wallet like you did last time." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Don’t worry! Here, look, I got my wallet right here." Chizuru Yukimura: "Are you going out to drink?" Shinpachi Nagakura: "Yeah! This is what I live for." Chizuru Yukimura: "...Just don't drink too much." Shinpachi Nagakura: "It's fine! There's nothing to worry about!" “We're grown-ups, so we know when to stop." Sanosuke Harada: "...You, of all people, got no right to say that." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Alright, let's go!" "The other day, I saw a store that caught my eye while I was on patrol!" Just then, the door opened and someone entered the room. Toshizo Hijikata: "...What’s this? You’re planning to go out?" Shinpachi Nagakura: "We don’t have patrol today, so we can go wherever we want." Toshizo Hijikata: "I'm not telling you not to go." "But you have to obey the curfew." "You’re senior officers, you need to set an example for the new recruits." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Pfft, I don't give a damn about curfew." Toshizo Hijikata: "Hey, Shinpachi...!" Shinpachi Nagakura: "Sano, Heisuke, let's go." After that, Nagakura quickly left the hall with the others. Toshizo Hijikata: "...Geez, is he still holding a grudge about what happened the other day?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Is it okay to let them go like that?" Toshizo Hijikata: "...Well, as long as they're doing your job properly, I can't really say anything about their days off." Chizuru Yukimura: "But what happens if they break curfew?" Toshizo Hijikata: "If they break curfew, they'll be suspended." "But if they do it repeatedly, then according to the Code of Conduct, we'll have to consider committing seppuku." "Just because we're old friends doesn't mean we can give them special treatment." Chizuru Yukimura: "...!" And just like that, Hijikata leaves the room. W-what should I do...! I don't think Hijikata is seriously planning on making Nagakura and the others commit seppuku. But with how things are now... ~Next Scene~  That night– After cleaning up after dinner, it was time to get ready for bed, but... There was still no sign of Nagakura and the others returning. If this continued, would they really be forced to commit seppuku? ...I'll go and check on them. Maybe they'll be back soon. Being careful not to make any noise, I quietly opened my door. It was completely silent outside, and there was no sign of Nagakura and the others returning. ...I wonder if they’re alright. I’m pretty sure it's already past curfew. At that moment– I heard footsteps from the other side of the hallway. Chizuru Yukimura: "...!" I frantically tried to hide myself... Kai Shimada: "...Is there someone there?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Shimada?!" Kai Shimada: "Shh, please don't make any noise." Chizuru Yukimura: "Ah… Yes!" Kai Shimada: "What are you doing out here in the middle of the night, Yukimura? Are you thirsty?" Chizuru Yukimura: "No, it's not that..." "I was just worried about Nagakura and the others." Kai Shimada: "I see, it’s about Nagakura..." After muttering, Shimada seemed to think for a moment. Then, after making sure there was no one around... Kai Shimada: "...Yukimura, there's one thing I'd like to ask of you. Is that okay?" Chizuru Yukimura: "What would you like to ask of me?" Kai Shimada: "Actually, when Nagakura comes back tonight..." "I've been asked to remove the bolt from the gate..." Chizuru Yukimura: "That means..." He wants me to help Nagakura break curfew? Kai Shimada: "...It would be terrible if they were to be suspended for breaking curfew." "And what's worse, that could lead to them having to commit seppuku..." Chizuru Yukimura: "..." It must have been a tough decision for Shimada. When I remember Nagakura's behavior, if he was ordered to commit seppuku... He would probably say, "Fine!" in the heat of the moment and commit seppuku on the spot. Kai Shimada: "But then I was given an urgent matter to attend to." "So if it's okay with you, Yukimura... I was wondering if you could remove the bolt on the gate for me." Chizuru Yukimura: "...!" Should I... remove the bolt in Shimada's place? Chizuru Yukimura: "But, if Hijikata finds out..." Kai Shimada: “...Well, that’s…” "...No, I shouldn't get you involved after all." "Forget what I just said. See you later." Chizuru Yukimura: "Ah...!" Shimada just walks away. As for me... I'll just wait in the courtyard. I'll go check on the front gate. I guess I'll give up.

In the midst of all this, what was bothering me was... I was worried about Nagakura. I was worried about Hijikata. Go back to work. I turned to Harada, who was nearby. Chizuru Yukimura: "Umm..." "Is it okay to let Nagakura go like that?" Sanosuke Harada: "Well... that’s just the kind of guy he is." "At times like this, I'd take him out for a drink and listen to what he has to say." "But today I'm on patrol duty, so I can't." Chizuru Yukimura: "Then…" I was worried that it might be presumptuous of me to say this, but... Chizuru Yukimura: "...Would it be okay if I go?" Sanosuke Harada: "You'll take care of Shinpachi?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Yes. I'm worried about leaving him alone like that..." Harada looked at me with a suspicious look on his face, but then... Sanosuke Harada: "...That might be a good idea." "He's probably around Mibu-dera, so you should look for him there." Chizuru Yukimura: "Mibu-dera, right? Thank you." I decided to head to Mibu-dera right away. ~Next Scene~  Chizuru Yukimura: "Um, Nagakura..." As soon as I arrived at the temple grounds, I immediately started looking for him... Chizuru Yukimura: "...Ah" I saw Nagakura standing there, looking lost. He seemed to have noticed me too, and bowed his head in embarrassment. Shinpachi Nagakura: "Um… Chizuru? What are you doing here? Are you out for a walk?" Chizuru Yukimura: "What about you…?" Shinpachi Nagakura: "Me? I’m, um… going for a change of pace..." After a short silence, Nagakura looked away awkwardly. Shinpachi Nagakura: "Haha… I made you worry about what happened earlier, didn't I?" "Sorry about that..." Chizuru Yukimura: "No, it’s fine..." I was worried about Nagakura, so I followed him... He couldn't immediately think of what to say. Nagakura let out a deep breath and lightly kicked the ground at his feet. Shinpachi Nagakura: "...Kondo, he’s changed. He wasn't like that before." Chizuru Yukimura: "......" Shinpachi Nagakura: "But, you probably didn’t really notice." "You’ve only been with us since last year." Nagakura laughed sadly and walked towards the stairs. Shinpachi Nagakura: "...It's not that I don't understand what Hijikata was saying." "We've got to think about how to expand the Shinsengumi in the future..." "Well, it's a pain when people you don't get along with join." "And I don't think Kondo is just drinking around for fun." "In order to make the Shinsengumi bigger, he needs to meet a lot of different people and get them to support us." "Even I know I was acting a bit ridiculous..." He can't express his feelings well... Nagakura scratches his head impatiently. Shinpachi Nagakura: "But, bowing down to people with status and titles, flattering them, trying to figure out what they're thinking..." "I don't know what it's like to get promoted that way..." "But for Kondo... I don't think it suits him." Chizuru Yukimura: "That's true..." Kondo values ​​Tani and Takeda, but– I can tell that they are clearly a different breed of people from the others. Chizuru Yukimura: "I think I understand what you're saying, Nagakura." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Really?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Yes. It hasn't even been a year since you all started taking care of me." "But still... I can understand why you all care for Kondo so much." "I think it would be sad if Kondo were to change..." Shinpachi Nagakura: "...I see, thank you." After saying that, Nagakura turned his back to me, looking embarrassed. Then he sat down on the stone steps of the temple grounds... ~Picture~ Shinpachi Nagakura: "This is kind of... nice." Chizuru Yukimura: "Huh...?" Shinpachi Nagakura: "Well, how do I put this..." "I'm not that good at talking." "I often end up fighting because I'm not good at expressing my feelings." "That's why I'm grateful that you understand how I feel." Chizuru Yukimura: "Nagakura..." He's a man much older than me, but... His shy smile makes him look like an innocent boy. When I see him like that, I can't help but smile too. Shinpachi Nagakura: "Wh, what's wrong? Did I say something weird?" Chizuru Yukimura: "No, that's not it..." Shinpachi Nagakura: "So, was it something I did?" Chizuru Yukimura: "No, it's okay. It's nothing." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Well, alright then. Though I don’t get what’s so funny." "If it makes you laugh, then I'm all for it." ~Picture End~ Shinpachi Nagakura: "...Well, if I stay here too long, people will start calling me lazy again." "I think it's about time I went back over there." "To be honest, it's a bit tedious, though." Chizuru Yukimura: "...I’m sure the problem with Kondo will be resolved with time." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Well...I guess so..." "I've known Kondo for a long time, so I think it'll be fine." "As for Takeda and Tani, I don't think we can just leave them be." Chizuru Yukimura: "......" Shinpachi Nagakura: "But I can't just stick to Kondo all the time." Chizuru Yukimura: “You have your own duties, Nagakura…” Shinpachi Nagakura: "Well, right now he’s just a little carried away because they've flattered him." "We'll just have to believe that he will return to his old self soon." Chizuru Yukimura: "...I agree." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Even so, I understand what Hijikata is saying, but that's not the way he says it!" "We're old friends, he should be a little more considerate." "He said that my attitude has a bad influence on the new recruits." "I think seeing Hijikata yell at us has a pretty bad effect, don't you think? Right?" Chizuru Yukimura: "That's true..." Nagakura's words are so funny that I burst out laughing. Shinpachi Nagakura: "Well, I guess I have to talk to Hijikata directly... or rather, use force to get him to understand." Chizuru Yukimura: "Use force..." "Nagakura, what are you planning to do?" Nagakura then gives a meaningful smile. Shinpachi Nagakura: "That's a secret! It'd be no fun if I revealed it." "Well, just watch me. I won't disappoint you." Chizuru Yukimura: "......" Nagakura seems very confident, but... Is it really okay to trust him? ~Next Scene~  And so... A few days had passed since Hijikata and Nagakura's argument. Shinpachi Nagakura: "All right, we're finally done with today's work!" "Sano, Heisuke, let's go out for a drink!" Sanosuke Harada: "Again? We just went yesterday." Shinpachi Nagakura: "I know, but because we went yesterday doesn’t mean we can't go today." Heisuke Toudou: "Well, that's true, but..." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Come on, it’ll be my treat. So now you've got no complaints, right?" Sanosuke Harada: "Really? You better not forget your wallet like you did last time." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Don’t worry! Here, look, I got my wallet right here." Chizuru Yukimura: "Are you going out to drink?" Shinpachi Nagakura: "Yeah! This is what I live for." Chizuru Yukimura: "...Just don't drink too much." Shinpachi Nagakura: "It's fine! There's nothing to worry about!" “We're grown-ups, so we know when to stop." Sanosuke Harada: "...You, of all people, got no right to say that." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Alright, let's go!" "The other day, I saw a store that caught my eye while I was on patrol!" Just then, the door opened and someone entered the room. Toshizo Hijikata: "...What’s this? You’re planning to go out?" Shinpachi Nagakura: "We don’t have patrol today, so we can go wherever we want." Toshizo Hijikata: "I'm not telling you not to go." "But you have to obey the curfew." "You’re senior officers, you need to set an example for the new recruits." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Pfft, I don't give a damn about curfew." Toshizo Hijikata: "Hey, Shinpachi...!" Shinpachi Nagakura: "Sano, Heisuke, let's go." After that, Nagakura quickly left the hall with the others. Toshizo Hijikata: "...Geez, is he still holding a grudge about what happened the other day?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Is it okay to let them go like that?" Toshizo Hijikata: "...Well, as long as they're doing your job properly, I can't really say anything about their days off." Chizuru Yukimura: "But what happens if they break curfew?" Toshizo Hijikata: "If they break curfew, they'll be suspended." "But if they do it repeatedly, then according to the Code of Conduct, we'll have to consider committing seppuku." "Just because we're old friends doesn't mean we can give them special treatment." Chizuru Yukimura: "...!" And just like that, Hijikata leaves the room. W-what should I do...! I don't think Hijikata is seriously planning on making Nagakura and the others commit seppuku. But with how things are now... ~Next Scene~  That night– After cleaning up after dinner, it was time to get ready for bed, but... There was still no sign of Nagakura and the others returning. If this continued, would they really be forced to commit seppuku? ...I'll go and check on them. Maybe they'll be back soon. Being careful not to make any noise, I quietly opened my door. It was completely silent outside, and there was no sign of Nagakura and the others returning. ...I wonder if they’re alright. I’m pretty sure it's already past curfew. At that moment– I heard footsteps from the other side of the hallway. Chizuru Yukimura: "...!" I frantically tried to hide myself... Kai Shimada: "...Is there someone there?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Shimada?!" Kai Shimada: "Shh, please don't make any noise." Chizuru Yukimura: "Ah… Yes!" Kai Shimada: "What are you doing out here in the middle of the night, Yukimura? Are you thirsty?" Chizuru Yukimura: "No, it's not that..." "I was just worried about Nagakura and the others." Kai Shimada: "I see, it’s about Nagakura..." After muttering, Shimada seemed to think for a moment. Then, after making sure there was no one around... Kai Shimada: "...Yukimura, there's one thing I'd like to ask of you. Is that okay?" Chizuru Yukimura: "What would you like to ask of me?" Kai Shimada: "Actually, when Nagakura comes back tonight..." "I've been asked to remove the bolt from the gate..." Chizuru Yukimura: "That means..." He wants me to help Nagakura break curfew? Kai Shimada: "...It would be terrible if they were to be suspended for breaking curfew." "And what's worse, that could lead to them having to commit seppuku..." Chizuru Yukimura: "..." It must have been a tough decision for Shimada. When I remember Nagakura's behavior, if he was ordered to commit seppuku... He would probably say, "Fine!" in the heat of the moment and commit seppuku on the spot. Kai Shimada: "But then I was given an urgent matter to attend to." "So if it's okay with you, Yukimura... I was wondering if you could remove the bolt on the gate for me." Chizuru Yukimura: "...!" Should I... remove the bolt in Shimada's place? Chizuru Yukimura: "But, if Hijikata finds out..." Kai Shimada: “...Well, that’s…” "...No, I shouldn't get you involved after all." "Forget what I just said. See you later." Chizuru Yukimura: "Ah...!" Shimada just walks away. As for me... I'll just wait in the courtyard. I'll go check on the front gate. I guess I'll give up.

–The Shinsengumi– A group of ronin who maintained peace in Kyoto under the command of the Aizu Clan, the protectors of Kyoto. They were feared by the people for their cruelty and were called “assassins” or “the wolves of Mibu.” Somehow, their fates crossed with mine, the daughter of a local doctor from Edo. January 1864. I visited Kyoto in search of my father. It all started that night, when he held me at sword point. The moonlight illuminated him, making the falling snow look like fluttering cherry blossoms. It was there that I witnessed the Shinsengumi's secret, which would later be revealed. There were the Furies, who went mad for blood and attacked people, and the Water of Life, which transformed people into Furies. The Shinsengumi were also searching for my father, Kodo Yukimura... I ended up living with them, on the condition that I cooperated with their search. ...But at first, I was still scared of them. The warriors rushed onto the battlefield without hesitation, where countless blades were clashing. They spoke of death as if they were discussing the weather, and I thought I lived in a different world from them. But gradually my view of them began to change. It's true that they had to kill people if it was necessary to fulfill their mission, but that is only one side of them. I began to realize that when the warriors were at the barracks, they were surprisingly normal people. Six months had passed since I started living with them, and then the incidents occurred– July 1864. The Ikedaya Incident, in which pro-foreign samurai plotting to set fire to Kyoto were captured. August 1864. The Kinmon Incident, in which the Choshu clan attacked the Imperial Palace. Having witnessed the way they lived their lives during these two incidents, in my heart... I began to feel a desire to be close to them. What I am about to tell you is from the summer of 1864, a time when I was still unaware of what fate would have in store for me. It is about an incident that took place in the sweltering summer of Kyoto. ～END PROLOGUE ~  It was around mid-August 1864. Chizuru Yukimura:  "Pew, there we go." As I was about to go to the kitchen to put away the dishes I had finished washing… Shinpachi Nagakura: "Men, it's so hot. What's up with this damn heat?" "It's not even this hot inside the steamer." "Hey, Sano, do something. If it keeps going like this, I'll steam to death." Sanosuke Harada: "Sorry to break it to you, but there's nothing we can do about the heat." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Sure there is! If it were to just rain a little would make a big difference." "Summers in Edo way are better because there's a breeze, but here there's no wind, so it feels even more muggy." Sanosuke Harada: "Still, even if you complain to me, there's no point. I guess we should pray for rain." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Pray, huh? Sure thing! Let’s do something with that belly dance of yours.” Chizuru Yukimura: "Nagakura, Harada, hi there." Sanosuke Harada: "Hey, were you doing the dishes?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Yep, I just washed the plates and bowls we used for lunch... what about you two?" Shinpachi Nagakura: "We were just having a quick sparring session with some people who wanted to join..." Heisuke Toudou: "Gen! Are you there? Hey, where are you?" Shinpachi Nagakura: "Oh, Heisuke, what's wrong?" Heisuke Toudou: "Well, there are a lot of people here who want to join us, so do you guys know where Gen is?" Shinpachi Nagakura: "Gen? Come to think of it, I haven't seen him since lunch." Sanosuke Harada: "I saw him leave earlier saying he had something to deliver. He'll probably be back soon." Heisuke Toudou: "I see. Well then, I guess I'll just have to wait inside until he gets back." Chizuru Yukimura: "Ah, wait a minute, Heisuke!" Heisuke Toudou: "Hmm, what's up?" Chizuru Yukimura: "How is the wound on your forehead? Is it painful or swollen?" Heisuke Toudou: "My wound…? You mean the one from the Ikedaya incident? That one healed up a long time ago. Geez, you're such a worrier." Chizuru Yukimura: "Well, it's really hot, so I was worried that it might get infected." Heisuke Toudou: "It's been two months since I got injured at Ikedaya." Sanosuke Harada: "She's a doctor's daughter, so it's only natural that she would be worried." "If she had a personality like Shinpachi's, she might have caused a lot of trouble if we left her alone." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Don't use me as an analogy for something like this!" Sanosuke Harada: "Sorry, sorry. Your personality is just very convenient to use for situations like this." Shinpachi Nagakura: "What’s that supposed to mean!?" Sanosuke Harada: "And Heisuke, you should be grateful that people are worried about you." Heisuke Toudou: "...It’s not like I find it annoying or anything." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Come to think of it, Souji seems to be feeling much better now." Chizuru Yukimura: "That’s right. I asked him how he was feeling this morning." "It seems he's completely recovered and has returned to training." Shinpachi Nagakura: "I'm really glad he's better now." "When he was recuperating in his room, he was always irritated and would take his anger out on me, so it was really tough." Chizuru Yukimura: "I can imagine..." Maybe Okita had been irritated because he had to rest all this time... I also remember receiving some harsh words from him. It was when I was talking with everyone. Hajime Saito: "Shinpachi, Sano, Heisuke. So here is where you were. I've been looking for you." Sanosuke Harada: "Hey Saito, what do you need?" Hajime Saito: "I would like to ask you to practice with those who wish to join the Shinsengumi." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Huh? We just had a sparring session." Hajime Saito: "This is a different group." "You are the only ones who are fit for this job." Shinpachi Nagakura: "There are other skilled people out there. What about Souji?" Hajime Saito: “...Shinpachi. Do you really need me to explain that opinion to you?” Shinpachi Nagakura: "W-What? What happened?" Hajime Saito: "I asked Souji to spar with the people who wanted to join the army earlier..." "After he had thoroughly beaten them down, he said–" "【Oh dear, even a kid's sword technique is much better. This is just a waste of time.】" "And with that, he quickly disappeared from the scene." Sanosuke Harada: "Yeah...That sounds like something he would say." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Well, going easy on them isn't good for them either." "Real training tests your guts and true worth." "Besides, going easy on them is more obvious than you'd think, and it affects your reputation as a man." Saito Hajime:  “But what good would it do to seriously injure those wanting to join the army?” Shinpachi Nagakura: "Well... it's true, some people got hurt." Hajime Saito: "You should be able to do it. You can assess your opponent's strength without inflicting any injuries." Shinpachi Nagakura: "If you put it like that, I have no choice but to do it. Well then, let's go!" "Sano, Heisuke, you'll help me out, right?" Sanosuke Harada: "I guess I've got no choice. Sure, I'll help." Chizuru Yukimura: "It's hot today, so make sure you drink plenty of water, everyone." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Yeah, we know!" ...Now then, let’s carry these washed bowls to the kitchen. ~NEXT SCENE~ And as I opened the door to the kitchen, there was… Genzaburou Inoue: "Oh, Yukimura, have you gone to wash the teacups?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Oh, Inoue, you’re here!" Genzaburou Inoue: "I just got back from going out... is there something I can help you with?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Heisuke was looking for you earlier." "Apparently, there are some people who want to join the army." Genzaburou Inoue: "People want to join? Understood, I'll be right there." "Sorry, but could you prepare some ink and a brush for me later?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Yes, of course." ~NEXT SCENE~ Chizuru Yukimura: "Inoue, it’s me. I've brought you some ink and a brush." Genzaburou Inoue: "Ah, please come in." Chizuru Yukimura: "Yes, excuse me." There were several people in the hall who appeared to be hoping to join. Genzaburou Inoue: "I see. You have about four years of swordsmanship experience in Osaka. And you were born in..." Inoue had a calm demeanor and a sharp gaze as he inspected the applicants for recruitment. Not wanting to disturb him, I placed an inkstone with ink and a brush next to him. Genzaburou Inoue: "Thank you." Inoue said this in a soft voice and began writing down what he had heard on his kaishi. Chizuru Yukimura: "Please call me if you need anything." ~NEXT SCENE~ Chizuru Yukimura: "...Hah." All I had done was write with Inoue... I could feel the tension of Inoue and the other applicants, and I felt exhausted. It was almost dinner time, so maybe I should go help out in the kitchen. As I was thinking about this, I heard footsteps approaching me. Souji Okita: "Oh, it's you, Chizuru..." Chizuru Yukimura: "Okita! Where have you been?" Souji Okita: "Why? Were you looking for me?" Chizuru Yukimura: "I just heard from Saito and the others..." "They all seemed to be in a lot of trouble." "I heard you gave up on the match with the people who wanted to join the army and went off somewhere." Souji Okita: "Well, it was just a waste of my time." "There's no way anyone who can go toe-to-toe with Shinpachi is going to come this way." Chizuru Yukimura: "Well... that may be true..." "But you were having trouble recruiting soldiers, weren't you?" "Isn't it a good thing that more people are joining?" Souji Okita:  "It's not enough to just have a large number of them." Chizuru Yukimura: "That’s..." Toshizo Hijikata: "Souji, what are you doing here? I've been looking for you." Souji Okita: "Oh, Hijikata, what's wrong? Your brows seem to be deeper than usual." Toshizo Hijikata: "... Whose fault do you think it is that they look like that?" Souji Okita: "I wonder who this person is who would cause you so much pain." Toshizo Hijikata: "...More importantly, weren't you on patrol duty today?" "So stop loitering around, hurry up and get ready." Souji Okita: "Oh dear, how rough with people you are. I'm tired of sparring with the people who want to join the army." Toshizo Hijikata: "Don’t give me that crap!" "There's no way that would tire you out." "Anyway, when it comes to sparring, it seems like you're pushing most of the work onto Saito and Shinpachi." Souji Okita: "Oh, so you noticed?" Toshizo Hijikata: "Of course I’d notice something obvious." "Don't you feel bad for Saito and Shinpachi, who have to pick up your slack?" Souji Okita: "Well, it's hard to hold back on them so they don't get hurt." "But if you're okay with me going all out and injuring them, then I'll do it." Toshizo Hijikata: "Of course you can’t! What's the point of injuring someone before they even join the army?" "At the very least, you can do the patrol yourself." Souji Okita: "Yeah, yeah, I know. I’ll do it, I’ll do it." "Well, see you later, Chizuru." After Okita calmly said his goodbye, he walked away. Toshizo Hijikata: "Damn, that guy..." "Now that I think of it, sorry. Were you in the middle of a conversation?" Chizuru Yukimura: "No, I had heard that the number of corps members was increasing as well..." "Um, are you busy as well, Hijikata?" Toshizo Hijikata: "...Yeah. I've split up with Kondo and Gen and we're managing somehow." "The problem is that there are just too many of them. No matter how often we meet, we're still unable to keep up." Chizuru Yukimura: "These days, there are people wanting to join the army almost every day." Toshizo Hijikata: "Yeah... that's right." "The Shinsengumi has become fairly well known due to the Ikedaya Incident and the Imperial Palace incident." "The more members we have, the more people will respect the Shinsengumi. However..." "With more people, we have more things we have to think about." Chizuru Yukimura: "What more do you need to think about…?" As I was about to ask my question… Susumu Yamazaki: "Commander, are you here?" Toshizo Hijikata: "Yamazaki. What is it?" Susumu Yamazaki: "Inoue said he wanted to discuss something with you about today's applicants." Toshizo Hijikata: "I see... alright, I'll be right there." As Hijikata started to walk away, he stopped and looked back at me. Toshizo Hijikata: "Be careful out there, Yukimura." Chizuru Yukimura: "Me?" Toshizo Hijikata: "...Look, we're not the only ones in the barracks." "People from who knows where are here to join as new recruits. Among them..." "There will be people who’d want to find out about you." "Don't let your guard down just because you're in the barracks. Don't go near people you don't know." Chizuru Yukimura: "...Alright." After hearing my response, Hijikata hurriedly left the scene. It’s true, the increase in new recruits was not something that only concerned the others. As Hijikata said, I needed to be careful, too. And... just now... I wonder if Hijikata was worried about me... ~NEXT SCENE~ And so, the next day. Chizuru Yukimura: "Ugh, it's hot..." Today is even more humid than yesterday... Just standing still makes me sweat underneath my kimono. Maybe if I do some water work, like mopping the floor or doing laundry, I can ease the heat. ...I'll ask one of the soldiers for advice. As I was thinking about this, I heard a rough voice coming from the other side. Shinpachi Nagakura: "Sano, Saito, don't stop me!" "No matter what you say, I'm going to do it!" Chizuru Yukimura: "?!" That voice just now… Is that Nagakura? Shinpachi Nagakura: "Once a man says he'll do something, there's no going back on it!" Hajime Saito: "That's why I'm telling you to calm down." Shinpachi Nagakura: "There's no way I can stay calm!" "This damn heat has already boiled my brain to pieces!" Things seem tense, but I wonder what could have happened… Sanosuke Harada: "Oh, Chizuru. Sorry about all this fuss." Chizuru Yukimura: "I-it's fine..." "More importantly, what exactly happened?" Nagakura answered without even trying to hide his displeasure. Shinpachi Nagakura: "I can’t get anything done in the damned heat." "So I thought I'd take a quick bath and wash off all that annoying sweat." Chizuru Yukimura: "A bath...?" Hajime Saito: "It's not like we're the only ones here, unlike before." "I've repeatedly advised him to keep a low profile, but as you can see, he’s not listening." Shinpachi Nagakura: "What the hell?!" "Why are you looking at me like I'm some disobedient child?" Sanosuke Harada: "Because you’re acting like one." Shinpachi Nagakura: "What, so now you're taking his side, Sano?" "I don’t care what you guys say, I just want to take a bath!" Toshizo Hijikata: "Hey, you lot, what’s all this fuss about?" Sanosuke Harada: "Oh, Kondo and Hijikata. And..." Next to Kondo and Hijikata were Takeda, and… ???: "Hey Sanosuke. What’s up with all the yelling?" Sanosuke Harada: "...Hello there, Tani." Sanjyuro Tani: "It seemed like you were arguing about something. Tell me what happened." This is Sanjyuro Tani, Captain of the 7th Division. He is one of the executives who manages the Shinsengumi. Sanosuke Harada: "It's nothing serious. Shinpachi was just throwing a tantrum about wanting to take a bath." Sanjyuro Tani: "Oh... a bath, huh?" Isami Kondo: "Well, considering the heat..." Sanjyuro Tani: "I can understand your feelings, but I don't think that's acceptable." Isami Kondo: "Hmm, why is that?" Sanjyuro Tani: "It's indeed not unusual to see grown men bathing naked in a local dojo." "However, we are now under the jurisdiction of the Aizu clan, and are well known." "We may even receive important people from the shogunate or senior officials of the Aizu clan here." "In that situation, we can't let our senior officers be seen in an unbecoming state." Shinpachi Nagakura: "What do you mean by 'unbecoming state'?" "Is it really that unsightly to take a bath after building up a sweat during a match?" Toshizou Hijikata: "Calm down, Shinpachi." "That's not what Tani is trying to say." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Then, what is he trying to say...?" Isami Kondo: "There is some truth in what Tani said, considering he has worked in a castle." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Hold on a second, Kondo!" Isami Kondo: "The shogunate and the Aizu clan appreciate our work, so we can't continue as we have been." "Also, Yagi's guests will be coming here as well." Sanjyuro Tani: "As expected of the Chief, I knew you’d understand." Kanryusai Takeda: "Chief! I was just about to suggest that to you as well." "Now that the number of people wanting to join is increasing by the day," "we need to get them to change their reckless behavior." Isami Kondo: "...Yes, that's true." "I’m sorry, Tani, Takeda." "It seems I can't shake the habit of running a dojo from back in Edo." Sanjyuro Tani: "It’s fine. One day, the chief will rise to a higher position." "I'm just offering my advice in preparation for that time, even if it's presumptuous of me." "...Even so, I was surprised." "Sanosuke went on such a rampage back when he was in Osaka." "I didn't expect that he'd become so upstanding after only such a short time." Sanosuke Harada: "Well, I wasn't that bad back then, was I?" Sanjyuro Tani: "It was terrible. I don’t think a day went by without us fighting back then." Sanosuke Harada: "It wasn't like that every day... I don't think." Sanjyuro Tani: "In any case, all of this must have been possible thanks to the Chief's guidance." Isami Kondo: "No, that's not true..." Kanryusai Takeda: "Sir, it's almost time for us to leave. I think you should get ready to go out." Isami Kondo: "Yes, you're right." "I'm sure you're all busy and having a hard time, but this is all for the sake of expanding the unit. I'm counting on you!" And so, Kondo walked off accompanied by Tani and Takeda. Shinpachi Nagakura: "... Ugh, those sycophants. Using such obvious flattery." Toshizou Hijikata: "Although I don’t like what Tani and Takeda said," "It's not like everything they said was wrong." Shinpachi Nagakura: "So what, you’re on their side now?" Toshizo Hijikata: "This has nothing to do with whose side I’m on." "It's just that we can't keep acting like we did in the old days forever." Shinpachi Nagakura: "...Tsk" Toshizo Hijikata: "The Maekawa residence doesn’t have outsiders walking around, unlike there." "If you want to take a bath, do it over there." Nagakura had a bitter look on his face for a while... Shinpachi Nagakura: "I get that I can’t bathe here, but..." "Asking us to do our best ‘for the sake of expanding the unit’?" "So we're basically just supposed to do all the hard work without complaining?" "Tsk, Kondo has really grown into a big shot." Sanosuke Harada: "Hey, Shinpachi... you're going too far." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Damn… I can't do this in this heat." Nagakura kicked a rock at his feet,  then turned his back and walked towards the Maekawa residence. Toshizo Hijikata: "...With our numbers growing, various troublesome things will also increase." Chizuru Yukimura: "You’ve known Tani for a long time, right, Harada?" "I heard he enlisted together with his brothers..." Sanosuke Harada: "Yeah, that guy is the oldest, Mantaro is in the middle, and Shuhei is the youngest." "Mantaro was my spear master back in Osaka." "That's how we met, and he took care of me a little." "Apparently, they were in pretty good positions before they ran away from the domain, and they were quite skilled." "We were short on soldiers at the time, so I asked him if he'd like to join..." Toshizo Hijikata: "Tani is a former samurai of the Bitchu Matsuyama Domain, and he even served as a personal attendant to the lord." "He has a lot of connections, and he's well-versed in the etiquette of attending with important people and the ways of the samurai." "There's no doubt that he was a valuable person to the Shinsengumi..." As he was talking, his bitter words were cut off. Susumu Yamazaki: “Saito, Harada, there you are.” Hajime Saito: "Do you need something from us?" Susumu Yamazaki: "I would like to request that you please respond to those who wish to enlist as soon as possible..." Sanosuke Harada: "Again?! How many are coming?" Hajime Saito: "Alright, I’ll be there right away." Sanosuke Harada: "Geez, I barely have time to catch my breath. Well, see you later." Harada and Saito quickly left the scene along with Yamazaki. Toshizo Hijikata: "...I really have been forcing them to do a lot of troublesome tasks lately." Chizuru Yukimura: "Everyone looks pretty tired." Toshizo Hijikata: "I wish we could take a nice long break..." "But that's not possible at this time of year." Chizuru Yukimura: "I wish there was some way to relieve everyone's fatigue..." Toshizo Hijikata: "You’re from a doctor's family, right? Do you got any ideas?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Western medicine is primarily about treating illnesses and injuries." "I don't know much about recovering from fatigue..." Toshizo Hijikata: "I see..." After saying that, Hijikata lightly wiped the sweat from his forehead with the back of his hand. Toshizo Hijikata: "At the very least, I hope we can do something about this heat." "I'm sure Shinpachi is also irritated because of the heat." Chizuru Yukimura: "In that case, we need a way to cool off, right?" Toshizo Hijikata: "Yeah. If we had some cold food or drink, it would probably help take their minds off things." Chizuru Yukimura: "Ice... is expensive. What about watermelons?" Toshizo Hijikata: "...Watermelons?" "Back in Edo, we used to cool them in the well and bite into them all the time." "It wouldn't cost that much to buy some watermelons, so I'll think about it." Chizuru Yukimura: "I’m sure everyone would love it." Toshizo Hijikata: "Yeah, probably." "By the way, do you have any assigned tasks?" Chizuru Yukimura: "No, not at the moment." "I was thinking of doing the laundry or mopping the floor." Toshizo Hijikata: "Then could you sweep the outside of the gate? It's full of dust." "If we sprinkle water on it, it might cool it down a little." Chizuru Yukimura: "Cleaning and sprinkling water, got it." Toshizo Hijikata: "Well then, I'll leave it to you." "Sorry for bothering you with my busy schedule, but please bear with me for a while." Hijikata turns and walks to his room. As the squad grows and the number of soldiers increases... It may be getting harder for the senior soldiers to get along with each other like they used to. Hijikata seems to understand Nagakura and the others' feelings well, but... I hope Nagakura and the others understand Hijikata's consideration. Thinking like that, I headed to the storeroom where the cleaning supplies were kept. ~NEXT SCENE~ After that, I sprinkled the ground with water and swept the area in front of the gate... Chizuru Yukimura: "Ugh, it's so hot..." The moment I moved my body even a little, I was covered in sweat. The sun was strong and was burning my skin. When I thought about meeting people who wanted to join in this heat... I guess I could understand why Nagakura was in a bad mood. ???: "Cleaning, huh Yukimura? Thank you for your hard work during this heat." Chizuru Yukimura: "Hello, Matsubara. Have you been out?" Chuji Matsubara: "Yes, I was asked by the Commander to deliver a letter." "I also bought some things that were missing, like paper and ink." Chizuru Yukimura: "I see. Thank you for your hard work." This is Chuji Matsubara, a senior member of the Shinsengumi. Even though he's the Captain of the 4th Unit, he's a kind person who treats people of my rank with courtesy... It seems he's also very well-liked by the regular members of the group. Chuji Matsubara: "Yukimura, your face is bright red. Is it because of the heat?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Eh... really? It’s probably because it's so hot today." "But I think I'm okay. Thank you for your concern." Chuji Matsubara: "Are you sure? You’re a little unsteady on your feet." Chizuru Yukimura: "If I start feeling unwell, I'll go into the shade right away." Chuji Matsubara: "Alright, that's good..." Matsubara didn't seem convinced and thought for a bit, but... Chuji Matsubara: "That's right! If you like, you can take this." And then Matsubara handed me something. ~ PICTURE~ Chizuru Yukimura: "A hand towel...?" Chuji Matsubara: "Yes, it looked like it was going to be hot today, so I took one that I had cooled in well water." "I just cooled it while I was on my way back, so I don't think it's lukewarm yet." Chizuru Yukimura: "You don’t have to do that." "I have my own hand towel." Chuji Matsubara: "It’s fine. I always ask you for all sorts of things." "Just take it as a token of my appreciation." Chizuru Yukimura: "But..." Chuji Matsubara: "Don’t worry, just take it." After saying this, he half-forcefully handed me the chilled hand towel. ~END PICTURE~ Chizuru Yukimura: "...Thank you. I'll wash it and give it back to you later." Chuji Matsubara: "Don't worry about it. As I said before, I’m in your debt." "You were particularly outstanding that night at Ikedaya." Chizuru Yukimura: "I don’t know about outstanding..." Chuji Matsubara: "What are you talking about? Thanks to you, all the wounded were treated quickly." "I heard that the injured healed well." Chizuru Yukimura: "I hope so." Chuji Matsubara: "Well, I'll be off now." Chizuru Yukimura: "Oh, yes! See you later." Matsubara bowed slightly and then went through the gate. He probably doesn't know the details of my situation, but... He doesn't pry into my affairs and is always polite. As I wiped my sweat with the cool towel, I felt the uncomfortable heat go away a little. ...I'll have to wash the towel later and return it. ~NEXT SCENE~ A few days later. Shinpachi Nagakura: "Ahh... It's finally over." Chizuru Yukimura: "Thank you for your hard work, Nagakura." Toshizo Hijikata: "How was it? How did the recruits perform today?" Shinpachi Nagakura: "Well... I guess they're all pretty decent." "After all that fighting, my shoulders got pretty stiff." Souji Okita: "I wish there were a few more capable people showing up." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Really though..." "It's fine with bamboo swords, but with wooden swords, we have to be careful not to hurt anyone when we exchange blows." "Normally, I can handle any number of people, but when it's this hot..." "I mean, why are we the only ones who have to work so hard?" "We just don't have enough manpower!" Heisuke Toudou: "You're complaining too much, Shinpachi. Everyone has to put up with it." Keisuke Sanan: "...I apologize, everyone." "If my arm were still intact, I could’ve helped you." "With how I am now, I can't really participate in a match..." Shinpachi Nagakura: "N-no, I didn't mean to take any kind of dig at you, Sanan." Toshizo Hijikata: "That's what happens when you blurt out your thoughts without thinking." Toudou Heisuke: "But still, it's so damn hot that all thoughts just slip out." At that moment, the door opened, and Kondo and the others appeared. Isami Kondo: "Hello everyone, it's hot again today, how are you holding up?" Chizuru Yukimura: "Oh, hello, Kondo." "Everyone still seems to be doing all right at the moment." Isami Kondo: "I see, that's great!" "By the way, I might be a little late for asking this… but who's on dinner duty today?" Hajime Saito: "That would be us. Is there something you need from us?" Sanjyuro Tani: "We've got plans to go out this evening." "We came to tell you that you don't need to prepare anything for us." Chizuru Yukimura: "You’re going out...?" Sanjyuro Tani: "Apparently, a high-ranking shogunate official is in Kyoto on official business." "It's a good opportunity to make the chief look good, so I thought of setting up a dinner party." Kanryusai Takeda: "Tonight, we'll be having dinner near the cool waters of the river." "We've carefully selected a good restaurant... so I'm sure the other party will be satisfied." Isami Kondo: "I’m confident as well. I'm really glad you guys are here. I don't know much about bars or alcohol." Sanjyuro Tani: "Chief, you’ve got nothing to worry about." "We'll take care of all the troublesome stuff." Shinpachi Nagakura: "...Another party? Hasn't it been everyday lately?" Kanryusai Takeda: "It's strictly official business." Sanjyuro Tani: "That's right. Our duties aren't just about fighting ronin." "When you're a chief, you need to be political, you know." "As someone from a samurai family, you should know that much." Shinpachi Nagakura: "...Tsk. I know that much." Isami Kondo: "N-now, now, Nagakura, no need to be rude..." Sanjyuro Tani: "Chief, we don't want to keep the others waiting, so let's head out now." Isami Kondo: "Y-yes. You’re right." Shinpachi Nagakura: "Geez, he’s really letting their flattery get to him." "Lately, Kondo has just been looking on from his high horse, while we're recruiting." Souji Okita: "Well, of course." "There's no way we can let Kondo have matches with the recruits." Shinpachi Nagakura: "It's not like I'm telling him to take part in the matches." "But, you know, he could show a bit more gratitude and consideration towards us... don't you think?" Heisuke Toudou: "Well... he wasn't like this back in Edo." Shinpachi Nagakura: "He became like this after Takeda and Tani joined his circle." "Especially since Tani joined, he's been really arrogant, don't you think?" "You've known him for a long time, right Sano? Give him a piece of your mind." "Tell him to stop getting all cocky and act all big-headed by trying to ingratiate himself with Kondo." Sanosuke Harada: "Even if I were to talk to him, there's no way he's going to listen to what I have to say." Meanwhile, Sanan, who was sitting in the corner of the room, spoke up. Keisuke Sanan: "This is where the Shinsengumi is now, so it's understandable that things are different from our days at Shiei Hall." "People and troops change, too. Whether we want to or not." His words instantly silence the room. In the tense atmosphere, Hijikata suddenly spoke. Toshizo Hijikata: “...Shinpachi” Shinpachi Nagakura: "What is it?" Toshizo Hijikata: "Don't ever say something like that again." Shinpachi Nagakura: "What?! What the hell are you on about?" Toshizo Hijikata: "I don't mind if you just complain to Harada or Heisuke when you’re out drinking." "But don't criticize Kondo in the barracks." Shinpachi Nagakura: "What do you mean?" Toshizo Hijikata: "We're not the only ones here.“ "What do you think new recruits and prospective recruits would think if they heard you, a senior officer, criticizing the chief?"  "Use your head a little more and think about it for a sec."  Shinpachi Nagakura: "I'm just saying that something is wrong!"  Toshizo Hijikata: "You can't just blurt out whatever you think!"  "Kondo has a position to hold up."  "What's the point of not thinking about that as a senior officer?!" Shinpachi Nagakura: "That's because I'm a senior officer!" "It's because we've known each other for a long time that I have to correct his infatuation and misunderstandings!" "Hijikata, don't you feel anything when you see Kondo like that?" Toshizo Hijikata: "......!" Hijikata glared at Nagakura with a bitter expression on his face, but eventually... Toshizo Hijikata: "...Think about what will happen when the Shinsengumi gets bigger." "We can't keep doing things like we did in Edo forever." Shinpachi Nagakura: "But how can you be sure that when the Shinsengumi gets bigger, that guy won't get even more arrogant than he is now?" Toshizo Hijikata: "When that happens, it'll be my job to tell him off." "It's not your job to say anything." Shinpachi Nagakura: "...Ugh." This time, Nagakura was quiet, and it was his turn to glare at Hijikata. The two of them glared at each other for a while, but then... Shinpachi Nagakura: "I can't put up with this!" After he spat out the words... He slammed the wooden door and left the hall. Chizuru Yukimura: "......" Toshizo Hijikata: “He’s a grown man, yet he still acts like a kid." Heisuke Toudou: "Um, Hijikata..." Toshizo Hijikata: "Get back to work." "If you got time to just laze about, you got time to do your jobs." After delivering those cold words, Hijikata just left the hall. Souji Okita: "Oh dear. Shinpachi may be a bit of a child, but Hijikata is just as childish." Heisuke Toudou: "Well... I kinda get where Shinpachi is coming from." Chizuru Yukimura: "..." The atmosphere became heavy and almost unbearable. In the midst of all this, what was bothering me was... I was worried about Nagakura. I was worried about Hijikata. Go back to work.

Koezaru wa Akai Hana  or The Crimson Flower that Divides Lunar Coupling  is a R18 otome game that was released in the West for the Switch BUT without most of the R18 content (like a certain other R18 that was released). So here we are again, translating the spice they left out so we can enjoy the game to the fullest! ⚠ Please be warned! This game contains some graphic content! Some of the scenes might not be everyone's cup of tea . The more graphic scene will have a warning sign. ⚠  Story Will Naala’s future be one of subordination, or…? The story unfolds on a continent where the number of women has drastically decreased due to an incurable disease known as “The Rot.” A young girl, Naala, lives in the southern country of Rus. Her mother is abducted by the northern country of Nasla, leaving her as an orphan. Her childhood friend Auri, the next king of Rus and someone whom she adores like a brother, supported her through her hardships. Several years after that nightmarish night…Naala was welcomed into the royal family, and began to feel at ease in her life as Auri’s bride to be. However…The nightmare begins again, as a decision will have to be made in front of the Nasla army that is kidnapping women. A fictional world that’s full of exoticism. This is a romance adventure game for women that depicts rich romantic relationships that involve the character’s countries, along with conflicts and beliefs. Official Synopsis Translations Touya: - Time to Choose - Sweet Kisses - Lovely Life - The Pits of Paradise ⚠ - Shaky World ⚠ Suren: - Time of Selection - The Worst Couple - Bonds   - Final Chapter: The Battle of Love - Final Chapter: Broken Bird ⚠  Nohl: - Beginning of Dinner ⚠  - The Bride's Night  - Broken Bonds 1   ⚠  - Broken Bonds 2   ⚠ - Final Chapter: Pet Slave ⚠ Ruzi: - Remnants of Heat - Final Chapter: Never-ending Research Naran: - Melting Words - Final Chapter: Fareway Future Cef: - The Couple's Hand - Final Chapter: Gentle Tone Characters Touya | VA. Shinnosuke Tachibana The king of Nasla, who ascended to the throne just one year ago. In accordance with a law that his father, the previous king established, he kidnaps many women from Rus (including the heroines) in order to prevent their bloodlines from dying out. However, he also established the Nasla Selection Law, preventing things such as violence against women. With policies that differ from the previous king, he spends his days thinking about ways to protect women’s feelings. Suren | VA. Eiji Miyashita Nasla’s military commander. On the battlefield, his authority is second only to the king. As his attitudes towards the opposite sex are pompous and coercive, he is feared by the Rus women, but his subordinates trust him immensely. Contrary to his crude appearance, he is quick-witted and very astute. Nohl | VA. Chihiro Suzuki The king’s most trusted vassal, in the political arena his influence is second only to the king’s. While he may seem kind and agreeable, sometimes his cold-blooded side can be seen in his stance of putting the country above all else. He doesn’t seem to have any interest in romance, dodging the issue with a smile even if a woman asks him about it. Ruzi | VA. Masatomo Nakazawa A young man that the heroine comes into contact with normally as everyone around him is embroiled in competition to find their bride. He is a pacifist with a relaxed nature, who does not anger easily. Through his profession as a doctor, he is extremely popular among both men and women, and often acts as an arbitrator. On a certain rule, he will work together towards the same goal. Naran | VA. Noriaki Sugiyama A lively guy who thinks of Suren as an older brother, and is always following him around. His personality is straightforward and pure, but this sometimes makes him clumsy emotionally. On a certain route, he provides emotional support for the troubled heroine. Cef | VA. Toshimitsu Oda The only son of the minister of the opposition forces. Currently he serves as the minister (his father’s) secretary…officially at least. He is a troublemaker who doesn’t care for taking a wife and doesn’t take anything seriously. Under his philosophy of “don’t get into conflict with anyone” he has lived an idle life. However, on a certain route, he’ll be inspired by the heroine’s recklessness and bravery, and little by little… Source

January 1866. The Satsuma and Choshu clans had been rivals as sonno joi factions, but after the Kinmon Incident they became enemies and eventually became bitter enemies. The two clans met in secret in Kyoto and formed an alliance. It is said that Sakamoto and Nakaoka of the Tosa clan were also involved in this incident. Translated Video Ryoma Sakamoto: "Well then, today I'm going to tell you a story that has nothing to do with the Shinsengumi. This time it's about the Satcho Alliance." "The Satcho Alliance was an alliance between the Satsuma and Choshu clans that was formed in Kyoto in January 1866." "At that time, the Tokugawa Shogunate had launched a war to subjugate the Choshu clan, and the Choshu clan was going through a difficult time." "The Choshu clan was isolated and without support, so they desperately needed allies to fight the Shogunate in the future." "And so, the one chosen for the job was the Satsuma Domain." "The meeting started around January 8th, but I was late because I had to clean up after the Union. I didn't arrive in Kyoto until around the 20th." "I was about 10 days late, so I thought the meeting would end soon and there would be a party, but..." "The discussion didn't progress at all, and things were getting really tense, so I was gettin’ pretty nervous." "At that time, I came to Kyoto as an escort for important people from the Choshu and Satsuma clans, but you guys were already there." Kyo Shiranui: "Yeah. Katsura was at that meeting representing the Choshu clan. I was his bodyguard at Takasugi's request." Ryoma Sakamoto: "Why didn't Takasugi come then? If he had, the meeting wouldn't have dragged on for ten days." Kyo Shiranui: "You got that right. They had a falling out on the first day and the Satcho Alliance almost never came to fruition!"  "They say that meeting took… ten days, but I guess that couldn't be helped."  "Katsura and the guys from Choshu really hated the Satsuma clan. They thought of them like their parents' enemy."  "Plus, the terms of the alliance were so terrible that they must have put up with it for a long time." Ryoma Sakamoto: "...That's strange. Although Saigo may look like that, he was buying into the Choshu clan."  "After all, he supported the ideas of my master, Katsu-sensei."  "In order to abolish the Tokugawa Shogunate and establish a council system, we needed the Choshu clan, which had power in addition to the Satsuma clan." Kyo Shiranui: "The only people who know about that are Kazama and Amagiri, who were Saigo's bodyguards. So how was it?" Kyuujyu Amagiri: "At that meeting, it's true that Saigo put forward several conditions. The main contents were that the Choshu clan submit to the shogunate."  "Specifically, it was a change in the clan's lord, a purge of the militant executives, and a reduction of 100,000 koku from the Choshu clan's 360,000 koku." Ryoma Sakamoto: "Wait a minute. Surely the Satsuma and Choshu clans are just trying to form an alliance?" ”Why were the Choshu clan presented with conditions that made it seem as if they had lost to the shogunate” Kyuujyu Amagiri: "What the Satsuma clan needed from the alliance was for the Choshu clan to survive." "At the time, a second invasion of Choshu was being planned within the shogunate." "If that were to happen, the Choshu clan would undoubtedly be destroyed." "I think the Satsuma clan demanded submission to the shogunate to avoid that." Chikage Kazama: "...But that's not all." "Satsuma's aim was to show the Shogunate how they had made the Choshu clan submissive." "And it was a scheme to weaken the power of the Choshu clan compared to the Satsuma clan when the Shogunate became a council system." "...Saigo must have thought that far." "He probably wanted to keep the Choshu clan standing so they could use them as a shield when he would fight the Shogunate someday." "But the Choshu clan had fought the Shogunate army on their own and driven them back, so there was no way they could accept such conditions." "If they accepted them, the Choshu clan would have admitted defeat to the Shogunate." Kyo Shiranui: "And if they hesitated, a second invasion of Choshu might have started."  "If that happens, the Choshu clan will be destroyed for good. Katsura must be worried." Chikage Kazama: "Katsura is a man who, in that situation, managed to drag out the meeting with Saigo for ten days. You should give him some praise.” Ryoma Sakamoto: "Hold on... If you knew the situation, you should have persuaded Saigo." Kyuujyu Amagiri: "We were just guards. We have no interest in what they were doing." Kyo Shiranui: "But even with all that preparation underway, the one who got shit to move along was you, Sakamoto." Ryoma Sakamoto: "Huh? Why me? I was angry because the meeting wasn't progressing, so I just complained to Saigo and Katsura..." Kyuujyu Amagiri: "Saigo was also in a difficult position. If someone had spoken up, he would have been willing to make peace with the Choshu clan unconditionally." Ryoma Sakamoto: "Hahaha... Oh, so that's how it was. I'm glad I came late. I'm a real hero." "Well, things like this happen... That's what the Satcho Alliance was about." "But even the Shinsengumi guys probably never dreamed that something like this would happen in Kyoto on New Year's Day in 1866." Kyuujyu Amagiri: "At that time, Kyoto was at the height of its power." Chikage Kazama: "...But really, why did they choose Kyoto as the location?" Ryoma Sakamoto: "Yeah... well, the Satsuma and Choshu clans didn't want to do it because it was enemy territory, but they did it anyway."  "But it wasn't like it was okay to do it just anywhere, was it?" Chikage Kazama: "Kyoto was under the control of the shogunate in those days. It was enemy territory for both the Satsuma and Choshu clans." "Saigo and Katsura had made the effort to evade the shogunate's radar by traveling all the way from their home domains to Kyoto." "They had to hide from the dreaded Shinsengumi's dogs, and it was a pain to have to deal with their guard duties." "Was it really necessary to go to such lengths to hold a meeting in Kyoto? Was the person who suggested it an idiot?" Kyuujyu Amagiri: "I don't agree with most of what Kazama says and does, but I do agree with this one." Kyo Shiranui: "You're right, I thought the same thing. So, why Kyoto?" Ryoma Sakamoto: "Well, the thing is… I also told them that the Shinsengumi are in Kyoto and it's dangerous..." "...But well. Am I the only one who thought that if we had a meeting in Kyoto, we could meet up with some pretty women on the way? Hahahaha…" Kyo Shiranui: "You're the cause of this! Are you stupid?" Chikage Kazama: "It was a stupid reason after all. This is why I can't trust humans." ~END~

Here is the translation for the R18 version of Koezaru wa Akai Hana:  Touya's scene Lovely Life. Translated Video Select: Options ⇀ Events ⇀ Touya ⇀ 愛しいい命  ⇀ Skip to after Ure leaves. Naala: "It’s weird, don’t you think." Touya: "That's right." When Touya returned at night, I talked about the day’s events. Touya would listen attentively and nod. At a break in the story, Touya would smile softly. It never disappeared so curious, I asked him about it. Naala: "...? Was it really that interesting?" Touya: "Well yeah, but you’re just so cute when you’re talking so happily." When he said I was cute, his voice was so sweet it almost melted me, and I felt like all the strength left my body. Lately, I've often worried that if I’m loved this much, I might really melt. Naala: "What are you talking about? You must be tired of seeing it.” Touya: "No matter how much I look at you, I’ll never get bored. I want to stare at you so much that it makes me sad to go to sleep..." "This must be what they call lovesickness." Naala: "Even though this is both-sided?" Touya: "Yeah. I love you so much, it hurts..." Naala: "...You gotta stop sweet-talking me." Touya: “Why?” Naala: "It makes me love you so much that it hurts me.” Touya: “...” Naala: “Hm?” Touya: "I'm in a lot of trouble right now." Naala: “What?” Touya: "I’ve got an early day tomorrow, so if I were to take you right now, there wouldn’t be enough time. Only a few hours wouldn’t be enough to satisfy this desire.” Naala: "! Let's go to bed. Don't push yourself too hard." Since that first night, we’ve been intimate several times already. Actually, I’m reluctant to force Touya, who is so busy, but it was such a minor concern that I could push it aside every time. Touya: "You're the one who's saying cute things…” Naala: “Ah, wait...Touya!" Touya: “What?” Naala: "You need to get some sleep tonight. After all, yesterday we… well, a lot of things happened, and you barely slept." Touya: "A lot of things? We tried a lot of things?" Naala: "Idiot! Don’t make me say it out loud!" Touya: "My dear queen... let me hear your lovely voice again tonight..." Naala: "Hey, wait a minute!" At this rate, my concerns will get pushed aside again. I was worried about Touya’s health, but as I started to fret... Suren: "Sorry, am I interrupting something?” Naala: “!? Wha–” Touya: “...” Contrary to his words, the military commander, Suren, entered the room looking completely unashamed. I had to doubt his nerve to open the door to the king’s bedroom without warning, at a time when even the chamberlain was off. Touya: “...What brings you here this late at night, Suren?” Suren: “You’ve been preventing me from meeting, so I had to come here at this hour.” Touya: “There’s no need to meet.” Suren: “Which ordinarily would be fine, but today we must.” Touya  “...?” They’re childhood friends, but a volatile atmosphere filled the room. The tense air makes me feel uncomfortable. Suren: “...I got info that Rus is attacking with the help of the western continent today.” Naala: “...!?” Suddenly, I get the illusion that all the lights in the room have gone out. The shock of being hit in the head with a blunt instrument echoed from the heavens. Naala: (No way… they borrowed the power of the western continent…) Unlike Nasla, which has a lot of exchanges with foreign countries, Rus is mostly isolated. So the information suddenly provided by Suren is unbelievable. Touya: “...Is the inforamtion reliable?” Suren: “It was brought back by one of our spies over there, so it’s very credible.” Touya: “The west… well, that’s troublesome.” I’d heard this from Auri once a long time ago. It seems that there are ethnic groups in the West, beyond the sea, that have a culture that is quite different from this one. He said that even if they wouldn’t lose in weapon skills, they were inferior in terms of numbers and physical strength. Naala: (But, borrowing power from the West… what will they demand in return?) As I was worried, Touya took over the content I’d been concerned about. Touya: “Didn’t they say that after their victory, they’d try to divide Nasla’s territory into the mountains?” Suren: “They’re pretty confident, yeah. If we lose, we could get annihilated.” Touya: “I wonder if there’s a reasonable resolution and a chance of victory.” Naala: “...” When I was in the residence, I wanted nothing more than for Rus to take action. But now… with research for a cure on the right track, I felt like grinding my teeth. Had they just waited a little longer, we’d find a cure, and needless blood wouldn’t have to be shed. Naala: (I wonder if this way of thinking is selfish though…) Suren: “That’s why I came here with an idea.” Naala: “...?” His purple eyes, which had been facing Touya up to now, turned to me. Suren: “Let’s give her up and negotiate.” Naala: “What…” Touya: “What did you say?” I gazed at this unexpected proposal, and Touya squinted at this risky suggestion. Suren: “Your research is on track, right? With a cure, that might lead to the peace you’ve been wanting. But now, that’s not looking likely.” Touya: “So, you want to return only one woman?” Suren: “Yeah. According to my research, she’s the royal sister. In that case, we might be able to persuade the Rus king…” Touya: “Out of the question!” Naala: “...!” His sharp voice cuts Suren off and roars in the room. It was also an angry voice, very unlike him. Touya: “Leave, Suren. If you make any more foolish suggestions, I will lose my patience with you.” Suren: “...You’d say that to a childhood friend. Calm down, Touya. You’re the king.” Touya: “...So you’re telling me to divorce her.” Suren: “I didn’t say that. Even if she goes back, if the negotiations are successful, you might be able to marry her again.” Spoken with a sigh, Suren approached me. He stopped a few steps away and gestured towards Touya with his eyes. Suren: “Hey, you say something too.” Naala: “Say what…?” Suren: “Tell Touya that you’ll convince them. I doubt you wanna be in the middle of a conflict with Rus.” Naala: “...” It’s true that I didn’t want either side to shed blood - my home of Rus, or Nasla that Touya governed. And if the war begins now, research on a cure that has begun to produce results will be suspended. If that happens, we won’t be able to save the future of women. Naala: (I don’t want to be unable to fulfill Touya’s long-cherished wishes…)  So I think I would have made my decision anyway, without being prompted by Suren. I turned to Touya to convey my determination… Touya: “Don’t say it.” Naala: “...?” Touya: “I won’t hear it, I don’t want to. No matter what you say, I won’t let you go.” Naala: “Touya…?” He restrains me with a stubborn… or should I say, a frosty look. Ever since Suren came here, Touya has been acting strangely. Suren: “Hey, even this girl here is trying to make your wish a reality…” Touya: “She is my queen! Mine! I will never let her go!” Naala: (...?)  Since Touya and I developed our feelings, I’ve had no intention of ever leaving him. So it is nice to hear him say he won’t let me go, but… Naala: (“Mine”…?)  That’s not like him, it’s an odd choice of words. Confused by this weird vibe, Suren spoke in a remonstrative tone. Suren: “...Y’know, I was wondering why you married her. But… I get it. It was you. You wanted her.” Naala: “...? What are you saying?” Touya: “...Say anything more, and I’ll kill you.” Naala: “...?! Touya!” He really did pull out his sword and yelled. In contrast to my panic, Suren, on the other side of the pointed blade, remained calm. Suren: “Remember, Touya. Is this what you wanted to become?” Touya: “...! Leave. I don’t feel like hearing any more from you.” Suren: “Yeah, I’m goin’. But just think about what I said.” Suren turned around and left, raising his hand slightly. I was stunned to see him leaving in the same easygoing manner as when he came. Naala: “Touya…” Touya: “...” When I called out to him, Touya looked down deeply. I felt sad because it was like he was refuting everything. Naala: “Do you think I would betray you?” Touya: “...” Naala: “Hey, Touya.” I grabbed the hem of his clothes and tugged. After continuing several times, I heard a voice that seemed to be pushed out of the gap between his teeth. Touya: “...There’s nothing.” Naala: “...Nothing?” Touya: “There’s nothing about me… that deserves to be loved by you.” Naala: “What?” Touya: “I just can’t stand the thought of losing you.” “I’m always in agony like this… it’s so lame. This isn’t the man I wanted to be.” “I wanted to be a strong man, like Suren.” Naala: “Touya…” “I want to be with you, because you are you.” Touya: “You can be with such a weak man?” Naala: “That’s fine. No one is only strong.” “The you who is weak and cries sometimes. The you who works so hard for your dream. These are all you, aren’t they?” Touya: “They’re all… me?” Naala: “Yeah. I don’t love you just because you’re strong. I love the person in front of me, Touya… all of you.” “I said so before, right? I’ve got weak and ugly parts of myself as well, so we’re the same.” Touya: “There is nothing ugly about you.” Naala: “You feel that way because you love me. And because I love you, I love the parts of you that you hate.” Touya: “...” Naala: “Hey, Touya. I love you.” I warm both his cheeks with my palm and put my thoughts into my eyes. Gradually, Touya’s eyebrows came closer, and his tightly tied lips melted… His trembling hands covered mine. Touya: “I am… weak. I have no right to be, but I’m still so happy.” Naala: “No right to be?” Touya: “I’m not good enough to be loved by you… So, I felt it natural that I wouldn’t be loved.” “But when I knew that you truly loved me… I was so, so happy.” Naala: “Why are you saying you’re not good enough? There’s only one Touya in the whole world.” Touya: “...” Naala: “Touya?” Touya: “I’m sorry…” I didn’t know why he apologized, but I could tell that Touya was suffering from something. His body, which was trembling while in my embrace, seemed like it could vanish at any moment, so I put my arm around his back. Naala: “I love you, Touya. Don’t say you’re not good enough, don’t say such sad things.” I put my hand on Touya’s cheek, as he silently tears up. I softly kiss away his flowing tears. Naala: “You really are a crybaby.” Touya: “...Do you hate this kind of guy?” I love his tear-soaked eyelashes. I press my lips against his eyelids and forehead with my emotions overflowing. Naala: “...No. I love you.” Touya: “...” We took off each other's clothes in the blink of an eye. I wanted to convey my feelings for Touya with all my heart and body as quickly as possible. ~Picture~ When our lips met naturally, without either of us knowing, the taste of tears spread in my mouth, and I felt as if Touya's heart was melting into mine. His lips parted for a moment, touching my forehead, then my cheek, and then sliding down to my ear. I shivered as his pointed tongue licked all the way to my ear groove. Naala: "Mmm, that tickles. Are you going to lick that much?" Touya: "Yeah, I haven't tasted this place yet." The sound that resonated directly in my ears was so obscene that I felt as if I was being penetrated deep inside. The wet sighs that echoed in between deepened my illusion. Naala: “Hah…” Touya: "Your entire body tastes so sweet..." I instinctively tilted my head back, and the tip of his tongue that had been tickling my ear ran down my neck. The wet spot cooled in the air, and the trail of his caresses was imprinted on my senses. Touya: "Can I taste you some more? Naala: "D-don't ask me that.” His gaze was on me from so close that my heart pounded noisily. In his tear-filled brown eyes, I felt as if I was seeing a truer side of Touya that I had never encountered before, and my chest began to flutter. Even though I had held him many times before, I felt more nervous than the first time. Touya: "Well then, I’ll do as I please..." The way he turned up the corners of his mouth in a grin was strangely lewd, and I secretly swallowed my saliva. I was the only one who was feeling increasingly nervous. Naala: “Mm…” When he traced the swell of my breast with his lips, I twisted my body in embarrassment at the thought of my exaggerated heartbeat being revealed. Touya: "Are you... nervous?" As expected, he correctly guessed my noisy heartbeat and my temper flared. I felt embarrassed for no apparent reason and ended up saying something in a sulky voice. Naala: "You're probably annoyed because I can't seem to get used to it." Touya: "No?... I just thought it was a very lovely sound. It was as if you were whispering your feelings for me, and it made me happy..." "Am I being conceited in thinking that?" The reply "I'm not conceited" turned into a moan as he sucked on my bulge. Naala: “Ah, ha…” Touya: "Sit there." ~End Picture~ I was gently led to a seat on the bed by myself. When I looked up confused, a sweet, melting smile came over me and lightly pecked my lips. ~Mini Picture~ Touya: "Let me taste all of you tonight..." His whispering lips ran down my neck, sucked my collarbone, and stopped at the swell of my breast. His pointed tongue teasingly licked around the tip of my nipples, and my sensitive body reacted immediately. He took the raised tip into his mouth and sucked with varying strength. Naala: "Ahh! Ahh, mmm...!" Touya: "Hmm... you're really honest here... so cute... you're blushing so lustfully… like you're inviting me..." Naala: "Ah, ah, ah... Idiot..." My nipple which had been teased began to tingle. When he sunk his teeth into the engorged spot, my body jumped involuntarily. The other nipple, which had not been touched, grew hard as well and was pinched between thumb and index finger. Naala: "Hii! Ah, ahhh, no...!" Touya: "If you don't like it, do you want me to stop?” Touya asked maliciously and parted his lips. Tears of frustration welled up in my eyes, and my vision became blurred. Touya: "What a face..." Naala: "Eh...? What...?" I blinked, my eyes blurred with lust. I heard a groan, then the sound of someone swallowing, and I felt my body temperature rise even more. I realized that we were both excited, which made me even more excited. Touya: "Damn, I love you so much, I want to swallow you whole..." As if to carry out his words, he licked my skin as he moved further and further down. Eventually, he held my ankle up, bit it once, and then circled around my ankle with the tip of his tongue. Naala: “Ah… ha…” My toes were carefully stretched one by one and my toes were kissed. It felt as though I was being revered, and a perverse pleasure welled up in me, and I was embarrassed by myself. Naala: "S-Stop... This is so embarrassing." I tried to pull my foot back, but his grip was surprisingly firm, and I couldn't move it. While I was trying, the tip of my toe was taken into his mouth, and he began to lick stickily up to the spaces between my toes. A gentle stimulation rose from the tips of my toes, and heat built up in my lower abdomen. Naala: “Hya!? Ah, nooo! This feels weird...!” Touya: "I told you, I want to taste all of you. Even though I tried to escape, Touya held on tightly and wouldn't let go. Unable to bear the lewd scene, I looked away, but his hot lips started moving again. He traced the top of my foot, gently biting my calf, and sucked my inner thigh. Naala: "Ouch!” He sunk his teeth into my soft spot, and I let out an exaggerated cry of surprise. As the flattened tongue caressed the spot that was tingling with pain, my hair stood on end with pleasure. While I writhed, he sucked, making a slurping sound. Touya: "You’re all mine…” There was a red mark caused by congestion. He placed his lips close to it and whispered fondly. For some reason, it looked cute to me, and I lost all desire to protest. Naala: “Yeah…” He gave a short response and slid his fingers into his scarlet hair. Then my knees were spread wide and he began licking a more sensitive area. I was so embarrassed by the state of my private parts being so exposed right before his eyes. The next moment, as I held down both of my thighs as I tried to close them, my bud was sucked with an especially loud noise. Naala: "Ah! Ah, stop, not there... No!" Touya: "Hm... but you're saying the opposite here... right? "Overflowing with lewd nectar, you're trembling lasciviously..." The caresses over my whole body had already made me wet. Embarrassed that I had reacted lasciviously even before he had touched me, I covered my flushed face with both hands. Naala: “No…” Touya: "Just by poking the entrance like this... hmm... look, it's overflowing even more..." Having it put into words only fueled my sense of embarrassment. Even though I was so embarrassed I couldn't stand it, when my bud was stroked by his hot lips, I became even more out of breath. Naala: "Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh...!" Touya: "Hmm... just hearing that voice gets me going..." With my head dazed from pleasure, I ruminated on what I had been told. When I dropped my gaze, Touya's need was flowing so much that it looked like it might explode at any moment. Somehow entranced by the mass, I exhaled and spoke in a feverish tone. Naala: "I... I want to do it too, Touya..." ~End Mini Picture~ A surprised-looking face rises. Touya stared at me, locking eyes with me in silence. Hearing my pleading gaze, a sad sigh escapes from Touya's mouth. Touya: "...I'm sorry. I appreciate the sentiment, but… if you do anything to me now, I won't last more than a few minutes." "Well, how should I put it, I seem to get way too excited when I'm with you." Naala: "But I don't like it when I'm the only one having everything done..." I want Touya to feel good, too. I gazed upon him with such feelings, and with a wry smile, Touya climbed onto the bed. He led me by the hand, leading me onto him, as he was sitting cross-legged. In an instant, his penis, curling up in front of his stomach, became more prominent, and I swallowed hard. Touya: "Now, let me enter you like this." Naala: "Eh, l-like this?" Touya: "That's it. You're going to swallow mine with this cute, lustfully wet part of yours..." Two fingers opened my opening, and the honey spilled out and ran down my inner thighs. The moment he fiddled with the shallow part inside, he penetrated deeper - an intense pleasure flashed through my mind, and my hips trembled. Needless to say, I wanted Touya's heat so badly I couldn't resist. Touya: “Come here…” Intoxicated by the sweet sound, I reach out my hand. ~Picture~ Naala: “Mm, ah…!” I slowly lowered my hips and rubbed the hard tip against the opening of my vagina. My insides wriggled, and the entrance sucked on him as if to pull him in. I was embarrassed by my overly lewd reaction, but I couldn't stop my hips. Touya: "...If you stimulate me like that...ah, I'll reach climax before I even get inside you..." Naala: “Mm, no… d-don’t” Urged by the urgent voice, I lowered my hips, already melting with pleasure. I felt myself being pushed open, and I swallowed him up in my tightest parts. Naala: "Haaahh...!" Touya: “Ngh…!” Even though I've only just taken in the tip, a tingling numbness spreads from my lower back and my whole body starts to convulse. Without realizing it, my insides tightened around him and a short groan came from his mouth. Touya: "Kah, haa, haa... It makes me really happy as a man to have you feel this good..." Naala: "Ha, ah... idiot." Touya: "Am I wrong...?" His voice husky with lust poured into my ears. At the same time, I was pushed up slightly from below, creating a pleasant pressure deep inside. I wanted more of this sensation. I wanted my wet insides to be pushed open all the way to its dead end... Pushed by desire, my body sank deeper and deeper. Naala: "Ahhh…!” Touya: "Ha, it's already... so muddy..." Naala: "Hmm, damn... no... I told you not to say stuff like that..." Touya: "You still haven't answered that question from earlier…” Naala: "Uh, uh...huh...?" Touya: "You like this, don't you...?" Naala: "Hi! Ahh!" He penetrated me all the way to the back in one go. The sudden, overwhelming stimulation caused a flash of light to flash in the depths of my eyes. He thrust upwards several times as if to finish me off. Naala: "Ah! Ah, ahh, so suddenly....Huh! Ah, ah...!" Touya: "You like it, right...?” His whispering, like a spell, was making my brain go numb. I was prompted to speak with my mouth hanging open. Naala: "Ah, ah, I love it..." Touya: "Whose...?" Naala: "H, ahh, ahh, Touya's... I like Touya's..." As I finished, the eyes right in front of my face softly narrowed. Touya choked with joy and couldn't contain it, and hugged me so tightly that his back arched. Touya: "Ah, haa... me too... your insides are so tight I feel like I could be torn apart... but they melt and envelop me softly..." "I want to keep doing this... aah... I just want to hold you in my arms..." Our lips met with an intensity that swallowed up his lust. My brain was melting with pleasure, so I couldn't think of anything else and I simply entangled our tongues in a frenzy. With each movement he rocked me, the heat in my lower abdomen grew. The back of my head went numb. The inside of my mouth and vagina were both a mess with Touya's heat. Naala: "Ah! Ah! Ah! No, no, t-this is bad...!" Tears of pleasure spilled down my face. I shook my head, not wanting to reach my climax, and he kissed my eyes as if to soothe me. But the movements inside didn't stop; instead, they became more and more intense. Touya: "Ah, ah, it seems so... my insides are twitching, ah, ugh... it's unbearable..." I could tell that our bond was dripping wet. In my own hazy consciousness, I felt the honey trickling down my thighs. Touya: “! Hah, hah…” When the depths were dug out especially deeply, the mass inside swelled up. At that moment, Touya put his hands on my waist and moved as if to pull out his thing. Instinctively understanding what this meant, I clung tightly to his neck. Naala: “No!” Touya: "Huh?! No… I can't, I have to pull it out quickly…" Naala: "But... it's okay... ha, ha, ah... I want your heat..." When I expressed my honest feelings, his content inside of me jumped in response. Touya: “Ugh!” Naala: "I love you, Touya... I love you so much…” Touya: “!” As he whispered through the kiss, he thrust violently again. I reached my limits in an instant, and sweat began pouring out of every pore in my body. Naala: "Ahh! Ahh, ahhhh...!" Touya: “Mm, Naala…!” At the same time that he heard Toya's labored breathing, something inside me twitched dramatically. Immediately afterward, I felt something hot being sent into my body. ~Picture~  Touya: "Uh, hah, hah, hah..." Naala: “Touya…” When I called out to him, panting, he gently stroked my head. It felt like a compliment, and it tickled. Touya: "I love you... Your life is more precious than anything else..." Naala: “...Huh” Touya: "Now, for the first time, I feel like I truly understand the meaning of those words. “Life is so precious”..." His gentle voice seemed to express his feelings, and it warmed my heart. Tears of happiness made my lips taste salty again. ~End Picture~ Naala: "...Hey, Touya." Touya: “Hm?” Naala: "I really don't want to start a war. One reason is for the women's sake, but... I don't want you to be in danger." Touya: "...Are you going back?” Naala: "I did consider doing that, but... if I go back, there's a high chance that I won't be able to come back here." "And if war breaks out, I'll be imprisoned in Rus and won't have the means to protect your dream. I won't be able to protect the women either." "So I'll send a letter to my brother... to the King of Rus." Touya: "...Are you okay with that?" Naala: "I am. I'm sure the ministers will brand me a traitor, but... I don't mind if it moves my brother's heart, even if just a little." Touya: "...Even if I stop you, you'll probably rely on Nohl and Suren." Naala: "Hehe, that's true. If you refuse, I probably will." Touya: "I hate to make you bear this burden, but..." Naala: "As a married couple, we should share both our burdens and our joys." Touya: "Hah... I thought you'd say that." Naala: “...Huh?” Touya: “What’s wrong?” Naala: "Have your scars disappeared?" Touya: "My scars?" Naala: "Remember when you came to that flower field, you said that you were practicing sword fighting with someone and got injured." Touya: "...Ah, they’re completely gone." Naala: "That's right..." It seemed odd to me that something like that could just disappear so easily, but since Touya himself said so, there must be no mistake. Touya: "More importantly…" ~Picture~ Naala: "Hmm... Wait, Touya. Let me rest a bit more..." Touya: "The night is too short to enjoy you. So I can't waste a single minute..." "I want to devour every last bit of you..." I want all of Touya. I wanted to listen to his sweet, resonant voice forever... ~END~

Hakuōki Shinkai: Manyou no Shou is a fan disk that brings together a number of spin-off stories and illustrations into one, focusing on stories that were not included in the main story, such as recollections of incidents in " Hakuōki: Zuisouroku ". Story Collections This game has four major collections: Zuisouroku, Truisouroku, The Travelogue, and The Sakura Ephemera. Each of the major collections contains a smaller collection of stories and sometimes pictures. Zuisouroku Zuisouroku is pretty much the Switch version of the PSP/PS2 game of the same name with a little added content for the newer love interests like Shinpachi and Iba. - Shinsengumi Adventures - Portrait of a Worrier - Reminiscences - Memories of Love - A letter from him Tsuisouroku A collection of DLC content from various Hakuoki games and some picture collections. - Kyoka Records (Storytelling under the rain) - The Tea Party Debate - Nostalgia - The old books hall - World Tree (Picture Collection) - Shido Play (Picture Collection) The Travelogue A collection unique to this game. It contains a collection of short stories about locations you visited in the main game. - Shinsengumi camp - Kyoto city - Kyoto suburbs - Japan Sakura Ephemera The Sakura Ephemera is the same as the Ephemera from Hakuoki Zuisouroku. The more stories you've completed, the more you unlock in the Ephemera. Translations Zuisouroku : A Letter from Him - Shinpachi's letter - Yamazaki's letter - Sanan's letter - Souma's letter - Iba's letter - Sakamoto's letter

A letter written to Chizuru after the end of the main game. Enjoy his heartfelt letter filled with his inner thoughts and words of affection! Translated Video Dear Chizuru.  You must be surprised by this sudden letter. When we are always close to each other, there are times when it is difficult to put my thoughts into words, even if it's something that comes from the heart. I have written this to put what is in my heart into words and convey it to you. I would be happy if you would read this to the end. The first time I met you was at the end of the third year of the Bunkyu era (1864). It was during the incident where the Furies went on a rampage. Even though you were dressed as a man, I knew at a glance that you were a woman in disguise... But I never imagined that you were Kodo's daughter. Were we bound together by some invisible fate? My true feelings at the time were… that I thought this situation was troublesome. I can say this now, but I wondered whether Kodo was still alive, and what we would do if we found him... Because back then, even we didn’t understand the situation. So, to tell you the truth, you should have just run away. If you had run away back then... you would have definitely been spared. The Shinsengumi were not so heartless as to chase and kill a woman who had run away. Amidst all this, you decided to stay with the Shinsengumi in order to search for your father. And you tried your best to find your place among us. But to me… your presence was both dazzling and an eyesore, as someone who had lost their place in the Shinsengumi. There were times when I was harsh to you... But you always cared about me after I became Fury. Before I knew it, we were having conversations, eating meals together… and sometimes even going for walks at night. Now that I had died and was cut off from the outside world and my friends, you've become a small source of refuge for me. So I wondered, what else could I do for you other than improving the Furies? Of course, I had the noble cause of wanting to restore the lifespan of my comrades and that of my own. ...But what I was thinking in my heart was, what I could do to not make you feel responsible. And then an idea occurred to me. What if, with Kodo's help, I could return Furies to their human form? That would be the best solution. This wish of mine caused me to part ways with the Shinsengumi. But... you followed me. Back then, I couldn't put into words how surprised and happy I was... But now I can express those feelings. ...My dearest love. I am truly happy about your actions. Even if my body crumbles and scatters into dust, my love and feelings for you will remain forever. And now, you have come with me to this foreign land, far away from Japan. Do you know how much I love you? Thank you, Chizuru, for everything. And I will continue to love you. ...Well, I think I'll stop spilling my feelings here. If I praise you too much, I'm afraid I'll end up feeling embarrassed the next time we meet. ~END~

Here is the translation for the R18 version of Koezaru wa Akai Hana:  Touya's scene Shaky World. ⚠DISCLOSURE: Please keep in mind the content warnings of this scene which are: Sexual Violence, Sexual Assault, Drug use, Confinement, Mind break. Translated Video Select: Options ⇀ Events ⇀ Touya ⇀ ぐらつく世界 Touya: "Now, you’re all clean." Naala: “...” His warm, caring voice sends shivers down my spine. ...It's been a week since I was put in the shackles. Touya was in charge of cleaning my body and combing my hair. Touya: "My beloved queen... Please stay by my side like this forever." Touya whispered these words to me many times a day. I felt like I was being crushed by their sweetness. Naala: "I... I don't want this anymore! Let me go!" Unable to bear it any longer, I let out a cry. As tears flowed, I cursed my own stupidity. Naala: "Hey, tell me. Why would you do something like this?" I really am a fool. Or rather, I might’ve already gone crazy. –Even after being treated so cruelly, I still loved and believed in Touya. Touya: “...” Naala: "Please, say something..." After being held cruelly, I hated Touya's selfishness, but I still had a sliver of hope. "Maybe Touya will go back to being the kind person he used to be"... Such a foolish thought crosses my mind every morning. But I was tired of hoping like that… Touya: "...Alright, I'll remove the chains." Naala: “R-Really…?” I don't know why he suddenly changed his mind, but I was relieved. I'll escape from this room and talk to someone. With that thought in mind, as soon as the chains were removed I headed for the door. But my heavy body was hard to move, and it felt like I was walking through water. Touya: "...Where are you going?" Naala: "I can't be by your side right now..." Touya: “...” After hearing my complaint, Touya stared at me without blinking. An eerie silence followed, and after a while, I heard a monotone muttering. Touya: “...I knew it.” Naala: “...?” Touya: "So you're going to leave too..." Naala: “What…?” Touya: "There was no way anyone could love me... so why did I get my hopes up?" Naala: (Me? Did you say "me"...?) Touya: "How foolish..." Naala: “Tou…ya…?” Touya seemed to be acting stranger than usual. I had only wanted to restore our relationship to the way it was, but it seemed he had taken it differently. I opened my mouth in a panic, thinking I had to tell him the truth. Naala: "Touya, I still love you--" By the time I tried to say that I loved him, it was too late. Touya: "Oh... I see. I guess I should make her feel even better." "Then she won't want to leave." Naala: “Huh…” His decisive words and dark eyes made me tremble. I was so scared that I stepped back, but there was nowhere to run to. Naala: “Ah…!” ~Picture~ I was pushed by my shoulders and my staggering body was knocked down. When I frantically tried to stand up, I was pushed back on my back by a strong force. Naala:  “No… N-No…” My bare waist, with no underwear allowed, was pulled in tight. I had no idea where he'd pulled it from, but in his hand, Touya was holding something resembling a bottle. The contents dribbled into my private parts without a shiver. It was some kind of thick liquid. Naala: "Hmm, uh... what, is that...?" Touya: "You'll find out soon." Touya didn't say anything after that and started to touch my private parts without a word. He ran his fingers not only over the bud and petals, but also into every corner of my vagina. Rather than caressing, it felt more like he was rubbing in the liquid from earlier. Naala: “Ah, ha…” My body is used to being caressed, and even a little teasing makes me ooze honey. As his fingertips stimulated my sensitive spots, I couldn't help but cry out in a high-pitched voice. I continued to be caressed, feeling his relentless gaze on my whole body. Naala: "Oh, ah, mmm...!" It was about time for the forced insertion to begin, but... it was somehow quiet today, which was rather eerie. I timidly peeked at Touya. "Touya," he muttered with a faint smile. Touya: "It's about time..." Naala:  “Wha—” "Huh?! Wh, what, what is this... nooooo!" Suddenly, I was overcome with such pleasure that I felt dizzy. My insides started to spasm involuntarily, and honey started to overflow. Naala: "Ahh, ahh, ah..." The depths of my vagina loosened of their own accord. The opening of my vagina twitched as if I had just reached an orgasm, waiting to be penetrated. Even the sensation of the bedsheet rubbing against my skin was replaced with pleasure. Naala: "Ah, uh.... no...." It was frightening, as if my insides were remodeling themselves. I curled up, placing my hands on my stomach, which was in pain from the pleasure. Naala: "Haa, haa, haa, n-no... what is... this..." Touya: "I'm glad it worked better than I thought. It's the medicine I made just for you." Sweating coldly, I stare blankly at his satisfied smile. Naala: "No... I don't want this, please, make it stop." Touya: "Oh poor thing... It's okay, I'll put you out of your misery right away..." Touya stroked me lovingly, and even his palm made me react, causing a hot sigh to escape. His fingers slid down my lower body, and eventually, they touched my bud, and that was enough to bring me to a light orgasm. Naala: "Ah, ah...!" “Hah, hah, ha…” Touya: "That's a good reaction... Just hearing your moans makes me want to climax..." Naala: "Agh! Ah, ah!" Even though I had just reached a climax, my insides were stirred again, and I let out a high-pitched cry. Drool was dripping from my loosely open mouth, staining the sheets. Naala: "Haa, haa, ah, stop it... stop it..." It's scary how intense pleasure can make you forget the boundaries of yourself. Naala: (No, no... my body is falling apart...) If he continued to hold me like this, it might really happen. Terrified, I pushed Touya away with all my might before it was too late. Naala: "Nooooo!” ~End Picture~ Touya: “!” I jumped out of bed in one swift motion and ran towards the door as fast as I could. However, my body had been immersed in poisonous pleasure and felt extremely heavy, like I was wearing wet clothes. Touya: "You still think you can get away?" ~Picture~ My arms were grabbed from behind and I was pulled back onto the bed. While lying face down, someone pushed my shoulders from above, causing a sharp pain. Naala: "Ouch! Ouch! Ouch!" Touya: "You're so cute... You think you can escape from my grasp." He pulled me close to him and I panicked. I had already orgasmed just from being touched, so I didn't know what would happen if he penetrated me again. Naala: "No, no! Don't put it in...!" I was so scared I twisted my hips desperately. The moment my hips were grabbed tightly, I was penetrated to the deepest part without mercy. Naala:  "Ahhh!? Ah, ah... ah..." The moment he penetrated me, I came, half unconscious. My juices spilled out, and my whole body spasmed. Touya: "Uh, haa... you’re squeezing me so tightly... a little bit came out..." Naala: "Uh... Ah... No... No... No, not inside..." Touya: "No? But you swallow mine every night here with gusto..." Naala: "Ahh! Ahh, ahh, ahh...!" Even though my mind was trying to reject this act, I couldn't escape the pleasure it was giving me. My loosened vagina was trembling with joy, just as Touya had said, and it was entangling itself around the mass of flesh inside. Touya: "Ahh... amazing, it feels like it's trying to suck everything out..." The deepest part of my body was pushed up as if it was about to break through, and a tingly sensation crept up from my hips. The pleasure mixed with fear gradually made my mind go wild… Naala: "Ahh, ahh... ah..." My head was spinning with feelings of both nausea and pleasure. My body had reached an orgasm so many times that it felt strange, and I would react no matter what was done to me. Naala: (I want him to pull it out... uh, ah, but... but it feels so good...) It feels so good. So good that nothing else matters… Touya: "You want it in there, don't you, Naala..." Naala: "Ahh, ahh, ahhh, ahh...!" Touya: "C'mon, tell me... If you tell me the truth, I'll make it feel even better..." The moment he thrust particularly hard against my cervix, something in the back of my mind snapped. My reason melted away, and I could only think about how good it felt. I wanted to be dug into by this hot, thick, hard thing more, even more. Ahh, why had I ever wanted anything else...? Naala: "Ahhh, ahh... ugh... it feels good..." With my face stained with tears and saliva, I pleaded in a voice melting with pleasure. Naala: "Ahh, ahh, I want it..." Touya: "Ha, ha, ha... where do you want it...?" Naala: "Ahh, ahh! Deep, deep! I want Touya's... hot stuff..." Touya: "Ah, haa, haa, ugh... ah, that feels good... Tonight too, I'll pour it into your deepest part... until it overflows." Naala: "Ohhh! Ah, it feels so good...! Ahh, it's so deep... it's squishing...!" Touya: "So, this is it... do you like it...?" Naala: "Ah, ahh... I love it... I love it... Please... rub me more." Touya: "Hmm... It feels so good to see you falling apart from pleasure like this..." Naala: "Ahh, ahh, ahh... I'm scared...? Of falling apart...?" I don't even know what I'm blurting out anymore. It just feels good, and as I give in to my desire and my insides spasm, the mass of flesh dotting the walls of my vagina trembles. Touya: “Ugh, cumming…!” Naala: "Ahh, ahhh...!" Even the sensation of the droplets being released deep inside my body reached me. Even after Touya's mass inside me subsided, I continued to tremble, perhaps due to the effects of the aphrodisiac. Naala: "Ah... ah... uh..." It was as if my body had turned to lead... I could no longer put any strength into my fingertips. After twitching for a while, I felt something soft and wet. Touya: "My lovely princess... Fall even more." Naala: "I’m falling..." As I immerse myself in the mire of pleasure, I repeat Touya's words. Naala: "I’m falling apart... Ah... Ah… Tou… ya” My vision and thoughts were stained black with despair. I no longer had the strength or ability to resist the darkness. I felt like I was being dragged underground and I felt nauseous. Not wanting to remain in this shaky world any longer, I let go of consciousness… ~END~

Here is the translation for the R18 version of Koezaru wa Akai Hana:  Touya's scene The Pits of Paradise. ⚠DISCLOSURE: Please keep in mind the content warnings of this scene which are: Sexual Violence, Sexual Assault, Drug use, Confinement. Translated Video Select: Options ⇀ Events ⇀ Touya ⇀ 快楽の底 Naala: “Hmm… hm?” It should’ve been a refreshing morning, but something felt strange. Looking for the cause, I removed the covers and found shackles around my ankles. Chains extended from them and were connected to the bedposts. ...In other words, I was restrained. Naala: “What…” It was a normal morning, in my usual room, but the chains on my feet were so out of place that I couldn't understand what was happening. I quickly tried to remove them, but they wouldn't budge. The shackles were made of iron and were very thick, and the only way to remove them was with a key. Naala: "What on eath, what's this…?" Moreover, my hands were extremely slow to move as I tried to remove the shackles. When I calmed down and checked my body's condition, it wasn't just my hands, my whole body felt heavy and tired. Naala: "Eh, wh-what is going on?" As I fiddled with my shackles in a mild panic, I heard the door open. Startled, I tried to run over, only to remember that I was chained up like a dog. Touya: "Good morning. You're finally awake." Naala: “Hun, Touya, what’s…” Touya:  "It's a beautiful morning today. So let's have breakfast together.” There's no way he couldn't see the shackles and chains. And yet, Touya acted as if he didn't even notice them as he started preparing breakfast. Naala: “Where is Uru…?” Touya: "Oh, I gave him a different job." Naala: "A different job..." Touya: "Aren’t I enough for you?" Seeing that bright smile, I was certain that it was none other than Touya who had put those shackles on me. Naala: (What, what is this? What does this mean?) My head was a mess and I couldn't think clearly. Touya was a kind person who always respected my wishes. I didn't understand why he would do something so cruel. I could only think it was some kind of joke. Naala: "Touya… what is this?" I ask my question while trying to suppress the chill that is slowly creeping up inside me. I lifted my foot lightly and heard the eerie sound of chains scraping against each other. Touya: "You don't like those shackles?" Naala: "That's not the issue. Why is something like this attached to me?" Touya:  "Haha, it's important for both of us." He returned the smile with his usual gentleness. Touya's casual behavior was creepy and even frightening. In this familiar space, only the shackles stood out as an alien presence. Everything else was normal, so it felt strangely chilly. Naala: "I don't understand. Come on, take them off." If I took it seriously, it would become a reality. I was afraid of that, so I spoke with a bitter smile, hoping that this really was just a joke. Touya: “Why?” However, the response I got was something that sounded surprising. Touya, with a genuinely puzzled look on his face, slowly approached the bed… Naala: "Because, you see... if I stay like this I won’t be able to go anywhere." Touya: "There's no need for you to leave." Naala: "Wh-what are you saying? You..." Any further questions as to what was wrong were interrupted by Touya's lips. He forcefully lifted my chin, and when my mouth opened in surprise, he thrust his tongue inside. Naala: “Mmm?!”  Confused, Touya's tongue followed my fleeing tongue and wrapped around it. He sucked so hard it hurt, and I let out a muffled cry. Then, as he continued to ravage my mouth as he pleased, Touya pushed me down on the bed. Naala: “No!” I remember suddenly becoming terrified and trying to hit Touya on his chest with all my might... but not being able to muster much strength. In my current state, I couldn't offer much resistance. I rolled my eyes and met his cold eyes staring back at me. His eyes were cold and hollow, as if all emotion had been stripped away. A chill ran down my spine, and I thrashed about in instinctive fear. Naala: “Stop!!” I pushed away with all my might, and our lips finally parted. It seemed to have been cut a little, and the edge was throbbing with pain, making me want to cry. Naala: "What happened to you? Please come to your senses..." Touya: "I don’t need to. I'm as sane as ever." His cheerful smile betrayed my expectations. It's usually a comforting smile, but right now it just made me feel uneasy. It's as if I was meeting a different person with Touya's face. Naala: "Th-this doesn't seem sane. Please, take them off now." Touya: "What are you so mad about? Oh, I see, you're sulking because I left you alone." Naala: "Stop joking around...!" ~Picture~ Naala: “Kya?!” Without any warning, he grabbed my breasts. I flinched, but Touya laughed faintly and sucked on the tips of my breasts. He gripped them too tightly, and my soft flesh was in so much pain it felt like it might burst. Naala: "Ouch! It hurts! It hurts, Touya!" As I protested, the pressure got stronger, and he sucked my nipples so hard I feared they would be torn off. Finally, he dug his canines into my nipples. It was far from pleasurable and the pain made my whole body stiffen. Naala: "S-Stop it! No!" I tried to push his head back with all my strength, but he didn't budge. Instead, he pushed me down into the bed with such force that it felt like I was being punished. Touya: "Oh, sorry. Did that hurt...?" The spot where he'd bitten earlier was now being licked in a sticky manner. It seemed the skin had been damaged, and the spot felt sore and painful. Naala: "Please... if you're angry, tell me why..." Touya: "Angry? Haha, about what?" Touya's body entered between my forcibly opened legs. At that moment, Touya's hardened member was pressed against my private parts, covered by my underwear, and my whole body went cold. Naala: “S-Stop…” I couldn't imagine there was any love in the act itself. This was just assault. My shoulders trembled in fear of being oppressed. Touya:  "Why are you scared? We've embraced each other like this so many times already..." Naala: "N-no... Stop it, please..." The beautiful smile of my beloved is so terrifying right now. I wanted to believe in Touya, I had to. The conflict between this feeling and my fear makes me feel nauseous. Touya: "Now, let's make love again today..." Naala: “No!!” ~End Picture~ I desperately resisted Touya as he tried to force me to lift my hips and strip me of my clothes. But it was clear that such resistance would not work. In the face of Touya's strength, who was also an excellent warrior, and a man at that, a woman pinned down was practically powerless. I heard the sound of my underwear getting caught on the chains and ripping, and I felt hopeless. ~Picture~ Naala: "What's wrong, Touya? This is not like you." When I looked at him pleadingly for him to stop, Touya's smile suddenly dropped and he muttered. Touya: "...What do you know about me?" I was stunned by how cold his voice was. Naala: “Huh…” As I watched, Touya put his finger in his mouth and moistened it with his saliva. Before I could think about what he was about to do… Naala: "Agh?!" He suddenly inserted it deep into my vagina. Naala:  "Ouch! It hurts! Stop it!" Even though it was covered in the slime of saliva, my body couldn't keep up when he inserted it without any prior preparation. I was pulled open and I felt a sharp pain. Touya: "It'll get better soon. See, you love it when I rub you here, don't you...?" It's scary. It hurts. It's strange. My confused mind is dyed bright red. Touya: "If you take that medicine, you'll feel better in no time..." ...Even though I didn't want to, as his fingertips, which knew my sensitive spots so well, stirred inside me, the honey began to slowly flow. My body was tired, but for some reason, I had become extremely sensitive. He kneaded me thoroughly, forcing me to my limits. Naala: "Ah! Ahh! Stop! Ahh, ahh, stop... stop!" I twisted my body in resistance, but I was unable to shake off his strong arms, nor was I able to escape the pleasure. A wave of pleasure bordering on pain ran through me, making me arch my back. Naala: "Ahhh…!" ~End Picture~ Naala: "Uh, hah, hah, hah... ugh, sniff... no... I don't want this..." I was upset that he would see my face covered in tears, so I covered my face with both hands. Then, for a few seconds, I was shut away in the darkness between my hands. Surely, this rejection would make him reflect on his actions a little. ~Picture~ Naala: "Higghh?!" I had felt a sense of relief, but then suddenly, my eyes widened in shock as I felt a brutal pressure between my legs. Shocked, I looked down and saw Touya was already inside me. My mind couldn't keep up with this insertion, which was neither caring nor gentle at all. Naala: "Ah... no... stop…” When I tried to stop him with a trembling voice, Touya began to thrust his hips violently. Naala: "Ahhh?! Agh! Ah, ah!" My spine creaked as it was forcibly bent. The viciously hard mass of flesh was thrust into me, almost penetrating me from directly above. There was the sound of my buttocks hitting Touya's pubic bone, as it penetrated deep inside me with a rough sound. Touya: "Ha, ah... Your insides are twitching... Ha, ha... It's squeezing me closer to the tip... I can't stand it..." Naala: "Agh! Ah, ah, ahhh!" Because I had just reached orgasm, I felt pleasure in addition to the pain. My vagina was still spasming as it was being penetrated, and I nearly lost consciousness several times. Naala: "Ahh! Ahh, ahh, ahhh, ahh...!" I should’ve found this extremely disgusting, but the point where we were joined together was abnormally wet, making a lewd, squishy noise. Every time Touya's thing slid in, a huge amount of honey spilled out and ran down my buttocks. Touya: "Ha, ha, my, my only consort... I want to keep violating you like this and kill you..." Naala: "Ugh, ha...!" A hand was placed on my throat, narrowing my windpipe just a little. Even though not much force was being used, my shoulders trembled as if they were being broken. At the same time, the heat deep inside my body continued to rise helplessly as I was being thrust into. My vaginal walls, having lost their will, spasmed like a fish that has been pulled up onto land, clenching against the desire rubbing inside. Naala: "Ahhh! Ahh, uhh, no... no... no!" Touya: "H-haha... What? Do you dislike making a mess...?" Naala: "Hingh…!" As soon as he inserted it, my bud was nipped and a sharp sensation of pleasure ran up my spine. As the inside of my vagina tightly constricted, the bucking penis slapped the vaginal wall, expanding even further. The mass was so heavy it was suffocating, and I gasped loudly. Naala: "Ahh! Ahh, ahhh, ahhhh!" Touya: "Uh, hah, hah, hah... ugh!" The moment it penetrated the deepest part, the heat inside exploded with frightening force. Naala: “Ah…” He was shaken as if to send the semen deeper inside, and with a feeling of despair, I realized– Ah, he had poured it deep inside without any notice… Naala: “...!” I had wished to receive Touya's essence within my body - but never in this way. The fact that I will had been trampled upon and violated by the man I loved weighed heavily on my heart. Before I knew it, I was sobbing like a baby. Naala: "N-No more. Let me go...Take off these chains..." Touya: "I can't do that. Those chains are there to protect our bond..." Naala: "Ugh, ugh..." I was so sad that I didn't want to talk about it anymore. How could I believe that Touya, the man who tried more than anyone to protect women's will, had changed so suddenly like this? Naala: "Ugh, uh, uh..." The smell of semen, a sign of my rape, was repulsive. I was overcome with the urge to throw away the heavy lower half of my body, from the muddy depths of my body. As I continued to cry, letting out sobs, Touya stroked my member as if to comfort me. Touya: "Don't worry, I'll take them off soon." Naala: “R-Really…?” Touya: "Yeah. Since I let a lot out, I'm sure you'll get pregnant with my child soon. Then you won't be able to go anywhere." Naala: “What…?” Touya: "Once our child is born, I will allow you to walk within the castle grounds. However, I will never let you outside." Naala: (It feels like... I just heard something very frightening...) The psychological shock was so great that my brain felt like it had become rusty and I couldn't function. While I was frozen, glaring at him, he kissed my eyes. Naala: “Tou– mm!” In any case, we have to talk -- but just as my impatient lips tried to form words, he licked my tongue again. I shook my head to show my refusal, but he sucked even harder. Naala: “Mm… ha…” Just as my senses were beginning to become numb from the endless abuse of my mouth, I was startled when I sensed a change inside. Naala: "Hmm?! ...Hmm!" I feel Touya's thing, which was still inside me, getting bigger again. My instantaneous resistance is suppressed, and my insides, which are now sludgy with semen and honey, are stirred up. Naala: "Uh, fuu! Ugh!" When he kneaded my hips with our bodies pressed together, my bud was rubbed along with him, and it felt unbearably good. I felt sad that my body was betraying my will like that. Touya grabbed my hips, which had fled, and pulled me back, then began thrusting in and out violently again. Naala: "Ahh! Ah, ah, no! I can't take it anymore...! No, no, no, stop it!" Touya: “I love you…” Words of love that didn't require my heart. Even though I was close enough to embrace Touya if I reached out my hands, he felt so very far away. Why, why had it come to this? The questions that came to mind sank to the bottom of the muddy pleasure… ~END~

A letter written to Chizuru after the end of the main game. Enjoy his heartfelt letter filled with his inner thoughts and words of affection! Translated Video Dear Chizuru. I'm sorry if I surprised you. I know this is sudden, but I've decided to write you a letter. The truth is... there's something I want to tell you, and I've tried several times but it didn't work out. It seems I have difficulty expressing it to you directly, so I thought I'd put it onto paper. So, I'll try to put what's on my mind into words, so please read to the end. The first time we met was during the Ikedaya Incident. ...But in truth, I’ve had my eye on you even before that. To be precise, I was on the orders of the Commander to watch and guard you from the moment you were captured by the Shinsengumi. At that time, neither I nor anyone else knew what kind of person you were. I had no choice but to keep an eye on you from the shadows, to make sure you didn't run away or get into contact with anyone else. But the big turning point came when you ran off to the Commander during the Ikedaya Incident. I'm sorry, but at first, I didn't understand why Colonel Sanan had appointed you for that task. But you... believed my words and ran off alone into the darkness. That incident was the turning point for me in realizing that you were a person worth trusting. And so my view of you changed after that. I also began to like the way you took the initiative to provide meals and do odd jobs for the Shinsengumi. I was especially glad that you were one of the few people I could talk to about medical matters because you're well-versed in Western medicine. Before I knew it, you'd become someone I could trust and rely on. So much so that if anything were to happen to me, you'd be the only one I could leave in charge of the injured or sick soldiers. But then... I became Fury, and I went astray. Instead of helping people like before, I wielded my sword for the Shinsengumi from the shadows. At the time, I thought that was the only thing I could do. There was a time when I lost my human heart, and was almost consumed by the darkness. But... in that darkness, you were always beside me, like a guiding light. Even though I nearly lost sight of that light, I desperately ran around the darkness... and I was able to grasp your light. It's all thanks to you being by my side. I'm truly grateful. That's why I decided to leave the Shinsengumi and stop Kodo together with you. The Shinsengumi were my reason for living, and they were irreplaceable, but... I chose you. I chose this path to walk with you. I don't regret it. Because... Now, after going through that life-or-death battle... I'm back in the sun, helping people once again. And with a wonderful partner like you by my side. I can say it now. I'm grateful that you're here with me, in this place. And also... Chizuru. I want you to stay by my side forever. And I promise you. No matter what happens in the future, I'll never let you go. ~END~