Touya: Lovely Life

Here is the translation for the R18 version of Koezaru wa Akai Hana: Touya's scene Lovely Life.

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Select: Options ⇀ Events ⇀ Touya ⇀ 愛しいい命 ⇀ Skip to after Ure leaves.

Naala:

"It’s weird, don’t you think."

Touya:

"That's right."

When Touya returned at night, I talked about the day’s events. Touya would listen attentively and nod.

At a break in the story, Touya would smile softly. It never disappeared so curious, I asked him about it.

Naala:

"...? Was it really that interesting?"

Touya:

"Well yeah, but you’re just so cute when you’re talking so happily."

When he said I was cute, his voice was so sweet it almost melted me, and I felt like all the strength left my body.

Lately, I've often worried that if I’m loved this much, I might really melt.

Naala:

"What are you talking about? You must be tired of seeing it.”

Touya:

"No matter how much I look at you, I’ll never get bored. I want to stare at you so much that it makes me sad to go to sleep..."

"This must be what they call lovesickness."

Naala:

"Even though this is both-sided?"

Touya:

"Yeah. I love you so much, it hurts..."

Naala:

"...You gotta stop sweet-talking me."

Touya:

“Why?”

Naala:

"It makes me love you so much that it hurts me.”

Touya:

“...”

Naala:

“Hm?”

Touya:

"I'm in a lot of trouble right now."

Naala:

“What?”

Touya:

"I’ve got an early day tomorrow, so if I were to take you right now, there wouldn’t be enough time. Only a few hours wouldn’t be enough to satisfy this desire.”

Naala:

"! Let's go to bed. Don't push yourself too hard."

Since that first night, we’ve been intimate several times already.

Actually, I’m reluctant to force Touya, who is so busy, but it was such a minor concern that I could push it aside every time.

Touya:

"You're the one who's saying cute things…”

Naala:

“Ah, wait...Touya!"

Touya:

“What?”

Naala:

"You need to get some sleep tonight. After all, yesterday we… well, a lot of things happened, and you barely slept."

Touya:

"A lot of things? We tried a lot of things?"

Naala:

"Idiot! Don’t make me say it out loud!"

Touya:

"My dear queen... let me hear your lovely voice again tonight..."

Naala:

"Hey, wait a minute!"

At this rate, my concerns will get pushed aside again. I was worried about Touya’s health, but as I started to fret...

Suren:

"Sorry, am I interrupting something?”

Naala:

“!? Wha–”

Touya:

“...”

Contrary to his words, the military commander, Suren, entered the room looking completely unashamed.

I had to doubt his nerve to open the door to the king’s bedroom without warning, at a time when even the chamberlain was off.

Touya:

“...What brings you here this late at night, Suren?”

Suren:

“You’ve been preventing me from meeting, so I had to come here at this hour.”

Touya:

“There’s no need to meet.”

Suren:

“Which ordinarily would be fine, but today we must.”

Touya

 “...?”

They’re childhood friends, but a volatile atmosphere filled the room.

The tense air makes me feel uncomfortable.

Suren:

“...I got info that Rus is attacking with the help of the western continent today.”

Naala:

“...!?”

Suddenly, I get the illusion that all the lights in the room have gone out. The shock of being hit in the head with a blunt instrument echoed from the heavens.

Naala:(No way… they borrowed the power of the western continent…)

Unlike Nasla, which has a lot of exchanges with foreign countries, Rus is mostly isolated. So the information suddenly provided by Suren is unbelievable.

Touya:

“...Is the inforamtion reliable?”

Suren:

“It was brought back by one of our spies over there, so it’s very credible.”

Touya:

“The west… well, that’s troublesome.”

I’d heard this from Auri once a long time ago. It seems that there are ethnic groups in the West, beyond the sea, that have a culture that is quite different from this one.

He said that even if they wouldn’t lose in weapon skills, they were inferior in terms of numbers and physical strength.

Naala:

(But, borrowing power from the West… what will they demand in return?)

As I was worried, Touya took over the content I’d been concerned about.

Touya:

“Didn’t they say that after their victory, they’d try to divide Nasla’s territory into the mountains?”

Suren:

“They’re pretty confident, yeah. If we lose, we could get annihilated.”

Touya:

“I wonder if there’s a reasonable resolution and a chance of victory.”

Naala:

“...”

When I was in the residence, I wanted nothing more than for Rus to take action.

But now… with research for a cure on the right track, I felt like grinding my teeth.

Had they just waited a little longer, we’d find a cure, and needless blood wouldn’t have to be shed.

Naala:

(I wonder if this way of thinking is selfish though…)

Suren:

“That’s why I came here with an idea.”

Naala:“...?”

His purple eyes, which had been facing Touya up to now, turned to me.

Suren:

“Let’s give her up and negotiate.”

Naala:

“What…”

Touya:

“What did you say?”

I gazed at this unexpected proposal, and Touya squinted at this risky suggestion.

Suren:

“Your research is on track, right? With a cure, that might lead to the peace you’ve been wanting. But now, that’s not looking likely.”

Touya:

“So, you want to return only one woman?”

Suren:

“Yeah. According to my research, she’s the royal sister. In that case, we might be able to persuade the Rus king…”

Touya:

“Out of the question!”

Naala:

“...!”

His sharp voice cuts Suren off and roars in the room. It was also an angry voice, very unlike him.

Touya:

“Leave, Suren. If you make any more foolish suggestions, I will lose my patience with you.”

Suren:

“...You’d say that to a childhood friend. Calm down, Touya. You’re the king.”

Touya:

“...So you’re telling me to divorce her.”

Suren:

“I didn’t say that. Even if she goes back, if the negotiations are successful, you might be able to marry her again.”

Spoken with a sigh, Suren approached me. He stopped a few steps away and gestured towards Touya with his eyes.

Suren:

“Hey, you say something too.”

Naala:

“Say what…?”

Suren:

“Tell Touya that you’ll convince them. I doubt you wanna be in the middle of a conflict with Rus.”

Naala:

“...”

It’s true that I didn’t want either side to shed blood - my home of Rus, or Nasla that Touya governed.

And if the war begins now, research on a cure that has begun to produce results will be suspended.

If that happens, we won’t be able to save the future of women.

Naala:

(I don’t want to be unable to fulfill Touya’s long-cherished wishes…) 

So I think I would have made my decision anyway, without being prompted by Suren.

I turned to Touya to convey my determination…

Touya:

“Don’t say it.”

Naala:

“...?”

Touya:

“I won’t hear it, I don’t want to. No matter what you say, I won’t let you go.”

Naala:

“Touya…?”

He restrains me with a stubborn… or should I say, a frosty look. Ever since Suren came here, Touya has been acting strangely.

Suren:

“Hey, even this girl here is trying to make your wish a reality…”

Touya:

“She is my queen! Mine! I will never let her go!”

Naala:

(...?) 

Since Touya and I developed our feelings, I’ve had no intention of ever leaving him. So it is nice to hear him say he won’t let me go, but…

Naala:

(“Mine”…?) 

That’s not like him, it’s an odd choice of words.

Confused by this weird vibe, Suren spoke in a remonstrative tone.

Suren:

“...Y’know, I was wondering why you married her. But… I get it. It was you. You wanted her.”

Naala:

“...? What are you saying?”

Touya:

“...Say anything more, and I’ll kill you.”

Naala:

“...?! Touya!”

He really did pull out his sword and yelled. In contrast to my panic, Suren, on the other side of the pointed blade, remained calm.

Suren:

“Remember, Touya. Is this what you wanted to become?”

Touya:

“...! Leave. I don’t feel like hearing any more from you.”

Suren:

“Yeah, I’m goin’. But just think about what I said.”

Suren turned around and left, raising his hand slightly. I was stunned to see him leaving in the same easygoing manner as when he came.

Naala:

“Touya…”

Touya:

“...”

When I called out to him, Touya looked down deeply. I felt sad because it was like he was refuting everything.

Naala:

“Do you think I would betray you?”

Touya:

“...”

Naala:

“Hey, Touya.”

I grabbed the hem of his clothes and tugged.

After continuing several times, I heard a voice that seemed to be pushed out of the gap between his teeth.

Touya:

“...There’s nothing.”

Naala:

“...Nothing?”

Touya:

“There’s nothing about me… that deserves to be loved by you.”

Naala:

“What?”

Touya:

“I just can’t stand the thought of losing you.”

“I’m always in agony like this… it’s so lame. This isn’t the man I wanted to be.”

“I wanted to be a strong man, like Suren.”

Naala:

“Touya…”

“I want to be with you, because you are you.”

Touya:

“You can be with such a weak man?”

Naala:

“That’s fine. No one is only strong.”

“The you who is weak and cries sometimes. The you who works so hard for your dream. These are all you, aren’t they?”

Touya:

“They’re all… me?”

Naala:

“Yeah. I don’t love you just because you’re strong. I love the person in front of me, Touya… all of you.”

“I said so before, right? I’ve got weak and ugly parts of myself as well, so we’re the same.”

Touya:

“There is nothing ugly about you.”

Naala:

“You feel that way because you love me. And because I love you, I love the parts of you that you hate.”

Touya:

“...”

Naala:

“Hey, Touya. I love you.”

I warm both his cheeks with my palm and put my thoughts into my eyes.

Gradually, Touya’s eyebrows came closer, and his tightly tied lips melted… His trembling hands covered mine.

Touya:

“I am… weak. I have no right to be, but I’m still so happy.”

Naala:

“No right to be?”

Touya:

“I’m not good enough to be loved by you… So, I felt it natural that I wouldn’t be loved.”

“But when I knew that you truly loved me… I was so, so happy.”

Naala:

“Why are you saying you’re not good enough? There’s only one Touya in the whole world.”

Touya:

“...”

Naala:

“Touya?”

Touya:

“I’m sorry…”

I didn’t know why he apologized, but I could tell that Touya was suffering from something.

His body, which was trembling while in my embrace, seemed like it could vanish at any moment, so I put my arm around his back.

Naala:

“I love you, Touya. Don’t say you’re not good enough, don’t say such sad things.”

I put my hand on Touya’s cheek, as he silently tears up. I softly kiss away his flowing tears.

Naala:

“You really are a crybaby.”

Touya:

“...Do you hate this kind of guy?”

I love his tear-soaked eyelashes. I press my lips against his eyelids and forehead with my emotions overflowing.

Naala:

“...No. I love you.”

Touya:

“...”

We took off each other's clothes in the blink of an eye. I wanted to convey my feelings for Touya with all my heart and body as quickly as possible.

~Picture~

When our lips met naturally, without either of us knowing, the taste of tears spread in my mouth, and I felt as if Touya's heart was melting into mine.

His lips parted for a moment, touching my forehead, then my cheek, and then sliding down to my ear.

I shivered as his pointed tongue licked all the way to my ear groove.

Naala:

"Mmm, that tickles. Are you going to lick that much?"

Touya:

"Yeah, I haven't tasted this place yet."

The sound that resonated directly in my ears was so obscene that I felt as if I was being penetrated deep inside. The wet sighs that echoed in between deepened my illusion.

Naala:

“Hah…”

Touya:

"Your entire body tastes so sweet..."

I instinctively tilted my head back, and the tip of his tongue that had been tickling my ear ran down my neck. The wet spot cooled in the air, and the trail of his caresses was imprinted on my senses.

Touya:

"Can I taste you some more?

Naala:

"D-don't ask me that.”

His gaze was on me from so close that my heart pounded noisily.

In his tear-filled brown eyes, I felt as if I was seeing a truer side of Touya that I had never encountered before, and my chest began to flutter.

Even though I had held him many times before, I felt more nervous than the first time.

Touya:

"Well then, I’ll do as I please..."

The way he turned up the corners of his mouth in a grin was strangely lewd, and I secretly swallowed my saliva. I was the only one who was feeling increasingly nervous.

Naala:

“Mm…”

When he traced the swell of my breast with his lips, I twisted my body in embarrassment at the thought of my exaggerated heartbeat being revealed.

Touya:

"Are you... nervous?"

As expected, he correctly guessed my noisy heartbeat and my temper flared.

I felt embarrassed for no apparent reason and ended up saying something in a sulky voice.

Naala:

"You're probably annoyed because I can't seem to get used to it."

Touya:

"No?... I just thought it was a very lovely sound. It was as if you were whispering your feelings for me, and it made me happy..."

"Am I being conceited in thinking that?"

The reply "I'm not conceited" turned into a moan as he sucked on my bulge.

Naala:

“Ah, ha…”

Touya:

"Sit there."

~End Picture~

I was gently led to a seat on the bed by myself.

When I looked up confused, a sweet, melting smile came over me and lightly pecked my lips.

~Mini Picture~

Touya:

"Let me taste all of you tonight..."

His whispering lips ran down my neck, sucked my collarbone, and stopped at the swell of my breast.

His pointed tongue teasingly licked around the tip of my nipples, and my sensitive body reacted immediately.

He took the raised tip into his mouth and sucked with varying strength.

Naala:

"Ahh! Ahh, mmm...!"

Touya:

"Hmm... you're really honest here... so cute... you're blushing so lustfully… like you're inviting me..."

Naala:

"Ah, ah, ah... Idiot..."

My nipple which had been teased began to tingle. When he sunk his teeth into the engorged spot, my body jumped involuntarily.

The other nipple, which had not been touched, grew hard as well and was pinched between thumb and index finger.

Naala:

"Hii! Ah, ahhh, no...!"

Touya:

"If you don't like it, do you want me to stop?”

Touya asked maliciously and parted his lips. Tears of frustration welled up in my eyes, and my vision became blurred.

Touya:

"What a face..."

Naala:

"Eh...? What...?"

I blinked, my eyes blurred with lust. I heard a groan, then the sound of someone swallowing, and I felt my body temperature rise even more.

I realized that we were both excited, which made me even more excited.

Touya:

"Damn, I love you so much, I want to swallow you whole..."

As if to carry out his words, he licked my skin as he moved further and further down.

Eventually, he held my ankle up, bit it once, and then circled around my ankle with the tip of his tongue.

Naala:

“Ah… ha…”

My toes were carefully stretched one by one and my toes were kissed.

It felt as though I was being revered, and a perverse pleasure welled up in me, and I was embarrassed by myself.

Naala:

"S-Stop... This is so embarrassing."

I tried to pull my foot back, but his grip was surprisingly firm, and I couldn't move it.

While I was trying, the tip of my toe was taken into his mouth, and he began to lick stickily up to the spaces between my toes.

A gentle stimulation rose from the tips of my toes, and heat built up in my lower abdomen.

Naala:

“Hya!? Ah, nooo! This feels weird...!”

Touya:

"I told you, I want to taste all of you.

Even though I tried to escape, Touya held on tightly and wouldn't let go.

Unable to bear the lewd scene, I looked away, but his hot lips started moving again.

He traced the top of my foot, gently biting my calf, and sucked my inner thigh.

Naala:

"Ouch!”

He sunk his teeth into my soft spot, and I let out an exaggerated cry of surprise.

As the flattened tongue caressed the spot that was tingling with pain, my hair stood on end with pleasure.

While I writhed, he sucked, making a slurping sound.

Touya:

"You’re all mine…”

There was a red mark caused by congestion. He placed his lips close to it and whispered fondly.

For some reason, it looked cute to me, and I lost all desire to protest.

Naala:

“Yeah…”

He gave a short response and slid his fingers into his scarlet hair. Then my knees were spread wide and he began licking a more sensitive area.

I was so embarrassed by the state of my private parts being so exposed right before his eyes.

The next moment, as I held down both of my thighs as I tried to close them, my bud was sucked with an especially loud noise.

Naala:

"Ah! Ah, stop, not there... No!"

Touya:

"Hm... but you're saying the opposite here... right?

"Overflowing with lewd nectar, you're trembling lasciviously..."

The caresses over my whole body had already made me wet.

Embarrassed that I had reacted lasciviously even before he had touched me, I covered my flushed face with both hands.

Naala:

“No…”

Touya:

"Just by poking the entrance like this... hmm... look, it's overflowing even more..."

Having it put into words only fueled my sense of embarrassment. Even though I was so embarrassed I couldn't stand it, when my bud was stroked by his hot lips, I became even more out of breath.

Naala:

"Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh...!"

Touya:

"Hmm... just hearing that voice gets me going..."

With my head dazed from pleasure, I ruminated on what I had been told.

When I dropped my gaze, Touya's need was flowing so much that it looked like it might explode at any moment.

Somehow entranced by the mass, I exhaled and spoke in a feverish tone.

Naala:

"I... I want to do it too, Touya..."

~End Mini Picture~

A surprised-looking face rises. Touya stared at me, locking eyes with me in silence.

Hearing my pleading gaze, a sad sigh escapes from Touya's mouth.

Touya:

"...I'm sorry. I appreciate the sentiment, but… if you do anything to me now, I won't last more than a few minutes."

"Well, how should I put it, I seem to get way too excited when I'm with you."

Naala:

"But I don't like it when I'm the only one having everything done..."

I want Touya to feel good, too. I gazed upon him with such feelings, and with a wry smile, Touya climbed onto the bed.

He led me by the hand, leading me onto him, as he was sitting cross-legged. In an instant, his penis, curling up in front of his stomach, became more prominent, and I swallowed hard.

Touya:

"Now, let me enter you like this."

Naala:

"Eh, l-like this?"

Touya:

"That's it. You're going to swallow mine with this cute, lustfully wet part of yours..."

Two fingers opened my opening, and the honey spilled out and ran down my inner thighs.

The moment he fiddled with the shallow part inside, he penetrated deeper - an intense pleasure flashed through my mind, and my hips trembled.

Needless to say, I wanted Touya's heat so badly I couldn't resist.

Touya:

“Come here…”

Intoxicated by the sweet sound, I reach out my hand.

~Picture~

Naala:

“Mm, ah…!”

I slowly lowered my hips and rubbed the hard tip against the opening of my vagina. My insides wriggled, and the entrance sucked on him as if to pull him in.

I was embarrassed by my overly lewd reaction, but I couldn't stop my hips.

Touya:

"...If you stimulate me like that...ah, I'll reach climax before I even get inside you..."

Naala:

“Mm, no… d-don’t”

Urged by the urgent voice, I lowered my hips, already melting with pleasure.

I felt myself being pushed open, and I swallowed him up in my tightest parts.

Naala:

"Haaahh...!"

Touya:

“Ngh…!”

Even though I've only just taken in the tip, a tingling numbness spreads from my lower back and my whole body starts to convulse.

Without realizing it, my insides tightened around him and a short groan came from his mouth.

Touya:

"Kah, haa, haa... It makes me really happy as a man to have you feel this good..."

Naala:

"Ha, ah... idiot."

Touya:

"Am I wrong...?"

His voice husky with lust poured into my ears. At the same time, I was pushed up slightly from below, creating a pleasant pressure deep inside.

I wanted more of this sensation. I wanted my wet insides to be pushed open all the way to its dead end...

Pushed by desire, my body sank deeper and deeper.

Naala:

"Ahhh…!”

Touya:

"Ha, it's already... so muddy..."

Naala:

"Hmm, damn... no... I told you not to say stuff like that..."

Touya:

"You still haven't answered that question from earlier…”

Naala:

"Uh, uh...huh...?"

Touya:

"You like this, don't you...?"

Naala:

"Hi! Ahh!"

He penetrated me all the way to the back in one go. The sudden, overwhelming stimulation caused a flash of light to flash in the depths of my eyes.

He thrust upwards several times as if to finish me off.

Naala:

"Ah! Ah, ahh, so suddenly....Huh! Ah, ah...!"

Touya:

"You like it, right...?”

His whispering, like a spell, was making my brain go numb. I was prompted to speak with my mouth hanging open.

Naala:

"Ah, ah, I love it..."

Touya:

"Whose...?"

Naala:

"H, ahh, ahh, Touya's... I like Touya's..."

As I finished, the eyes right in front of my face softly narrowed.

Touya choked with joy and couldn't contain it, and hugged me so tightly that his back arched.

Touya:

"Ah, haa... me too... your insides are so tight I feel like I could be torn apart... but they melt and envelop me softly..."

"I want to keep doing this... aah... I just want to hold you in my arms..."

Our lips met with an intensity that swallowed up his lust.

My brain was melting with pleasure, so I couldn't think of anything else and I simply entangled our tongues in a frenzy.

With each movement he rocked me, the heat in my lower abdomen grew. The back of my head went numb.

The inside of my mouth and vagina were both a mess with Touya's heat.

Naala:

"Ah! Ah! Ah! No, no, t-this is bad...!"

Tears of pleasure spilled down my face. I shook my head, not wanting to reach my climax, and he kissed my eyes as if to soothe me.

But the movements inside didn't stop; instead, they became more and more intense.

Touya:

"Ah, ah, it seems so... my insides are twitching, ah, ugh... it's unbearable..."

I could tell that our bond was dripping wet. In my own hazy consciousness, I felt the honey trickling down my thighs.

Touya:

“! Hah, hah…”

When the depths were dug out especially deeply, the mass inside swelled up. At that moment, Touya put his hands on my waist and moved as if to pull out his thing.

Instinctively understanding what this meant, I clung tightly to his neck.

Naala:

“No!”

Touya:

"Huh?! No… I can't, I have to pull it out quickly…"

Naala:

"But... it's okay... ha, ha, ah... I want your heat..."

When I expressed my honest feelings, his content inside of me jumped in response.

Touya:

“Ugh!”

Naala:

"I love you, Touya... I love you so much…”

Touya:

“!”

As he whispered through the kiss, he thrust violently again. I reached my limits in an instant, and sweat began pouring out of every pore in my body.

Naala:

"Ahh! Ahh, ahhhh...!"

Touya:

“Mm, Naala…!”

At the same time that he heard Toya's labored breathing, something inside me twitched dramatically. Immediately afterward, I felt something hot being sent into my body.

~Picture~ 

Touya:

"Uh, hah, hah, hah..."

Naala:

“Touya…”

When I called out to him, panting, he gently stroked my head. It felt like a compliment, and it tickled.

Touya:

"I love you... Your life is more precious than anything else..."

Naala:

“...Huh”

Touya:

"Now, for the first time, I feel like I truly understand the meaning of those words. “Life is so precious”..."

His gentle voice seemed to express his feelings, and it warmed my heart. Tears of happiness made my lips taste salty again.

~End Picture~

Naala:

"...Hey, Touya."

Touya:

“Hm?”

Naala:

"I really don't want to start a war. One reason is for the women's sake, but... I don't want you to be in danger."

Touya:

"...Are you going back?”

Naala:

"I did consider doing that, but... if I go back, there's a high chance that I won't be able to come back here."

"And if war breaks out, I'll be imprisoned in Rus and won't have the means to protect your dream. I won't be able to protect the women either."

"So I'll send a letter to my brother... to the King of Rus."

Touya:

"...Are you okay with that?"

Naala:

"I am. I'm sure the ministers will brand me a traitor, but... I don't mind if it moves my brother's heart, even if just a little."

Touya:

"...Even if I stop you, you'll probably rely on Nohl and Suren."

Naala:

"Hehe, that's true. If you refuse, I probably will."

Touya:

"I hate to make you bear this burden, but..."

Naala:

"As a married couple, we should share both our burdens and our joys."

Touya:

"Hah... I thought you'd say that."

Naala:

“...Huh?”

Touya:

“What’s wrong?”

Naala:

"Have your scars disappeared?"

Touya:

"My scars?"

Naala:

"Remember when you came to that flower field, you said that you were practicing sword fighting with someone and got injured."

Touya:

"...Ah, they’re completely gone."

Naala:

"That's right..."

It seemed odd to me that something like that could just disappear so easily, but since Touya himself said so, there must be no mistake.

Touya:

"More importantly…"

~Picture~

Naala:

"Hmm... Wait, Touya. Let me rest a bit more..."

Touya:

"The night is too short to enjoy you. So I can't waste a single minute..."

"I want to devour every last bit of you..."

I want all of Touya.

I wanted to listen to his sweet, resonant voice forever...

~END~